I have had enough
Posted by FoxKai 9 years ago
Hai guys, who actually read these.
Im just here to say that for the past two weeks, people who i would have called my friends have been really mean to me for no god damn reason all i do is bring up a point or try to make a joke and they go all ape s**t on me i dont know why.
This has been really getting to me as for the past two months since joining eka and working up he courage to draw again i have been really happy i was no longer depressed i was happy i was eating tidy things were really looking up and now this happens.
So i left them all but now that means i have no one again so this means im gonna go through a huge depression again, my drawings will more than likely slow down in upload rate until i wont upload anything ever again.
Sorry if reading this just ruined youre day or something but i felt like i needed to share it.
Posted by yes 9 years ago Report
Well, I hope you find friends who are worth your time. And don't worry about output. Your health is more important. Good luck.
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Posted by FoxKai 9 years ago Report
Thanks, i hope so to.
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Posted by Dark_phoenix 9 years ago Report
Ouch.. Well, I guess they weren't really friends then.. I hope you'll find better friends...
I know people can be impatient but true fans will wait for your next work.
While the internet isn't the best place to make 'real' friends, I think the portal will have you covered if you want rant and vent, or if you need somebody to listen to you.
Good luck
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Posted by Optica 9 years ago Report
Sorry to hear that, man. Hopefully you'll feel better soon. :c
Also, probably a bad time to ask, but you use Skype by any chance?
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Posted by Eragoneater 9 years ago Report
Take as much time as you need to feel better, That's infinitely more important then content. I also hope that you'll be able to find friends that are actually decent people.
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Posted by FoxKai 9 years ago Report
Yeah i guess they werent, they started of as nice people who could take a joke but then they just turned into
whatever they are now, there not all like it but the most are.
And yeah, that why i only post status' and such here now, since i have joined this site i have had a lot more moral support
and such and this site seems to have the best community i have seen, i just wish i could partake more in it.
Thank you a lot for the support man it really does help.
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Posted by FoxKai 9 years ago Report
Yeah i will give it time i will feel better but it will take a while and i cant talk to them any time soon.
And yeah i have a skype. I dont have a mic or anything but i use it to chat and such with messages.
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Posted by FoxKai 9 years ago Report
Problem is i cant sit still so i will more than likely be drawing or playing video games but when i get bored of a game lately i just turn to drawing.
And thats the problem i really struggle making friends as its hard to find decent people in this day and age and also people who can put up with my mood swings and depression i have two friends in real life who do but they are always busy lately with work and such as we all just finished college.
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Posted by Paymaster2000 9 years ago Report
Kind of reminds me of my old friends ditching me for drugs.
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Posted by blooberbloob 9 years ago Report
Dude, that sucks. I hope you make new and better friends.
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Posted by FoxKai 9 years ago Report
Yeah i hope so to, but everyone on ekas seems to be nice so i know there are always people here i can talk to and such
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