Hey there mcpeople, not really sure why I picked here of all places to vent some of my long stewed melancholies. I figure it's as good a place as any, if not better, seeing as I don't really know anyone on here and it's unlikely anyone reading this actually cares. Which brings me to another point, there probably aren't many people who will even end up reading this. However; the off chance someone might take a quick glance and relate to some of what I'm feeling makes it seem worthwhile, somehow.

I have a really difficult time connecting with people, even when we have a common interest. Any time I find myself forced to engage people outside of my comfort zone, I get this nauseous feeling all through out my heart and tummy. When I was very young I didn't feel it at all, when I was younger I fealt nervous around girls which seems fairly normal. In time the seemingly innocent discomfort turned into full blown dread of the opposite sex. Now it isn't just girls, it's virtually everyone who I...

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