Love, Heartbrake, and Vore
Posted: Fri Oct 19, 2012 9:01 pm
It's been a long time since I've been on this website because of some personal and technical issues (basically, my computer kerploded on me X3). In the time I was away I had gone through some very interesting good times and hardships, and because of this I have a question to ask. Let me start from the beginning.
It was sometime back in August I believe where it all started. My computer had just died on me, which was quite a pain to deal with since I had recently gotten into the furry and vore fandom as was looking to explore it more in-depth. I guess life had other plans though . While I didn't have the money to fix my computer, or purchase another, I decided to use my time more productively to find a job and lose a little weight, which was made more difficult by the fact that school and family also managed to keep me very busy as well. About a month had passed and I managed to lose a few pounds, but finding a job was practically impossible. During this time though I managed to find someone special. He was a very nice guy. Everything seemed perfect...that was until I built up the confidence to tell him about my vore fetish. I wasn't creepy with it or anything, at least I wasn't trying to seem like I was. Needless to say the relationship ended shortly after. He said it was because things just weren't working out between us, but I knew it was because of what I told him. I was hurting for a little, but I eventually got over it. We weren't really seeing each other that long for it to make a big impact on me, plus I am a little more into women than men so maybe this is fate telling me I should be looking for something else (If you haven't figured by now, yes I am a girl and yes I am bisexual). Ever since then I've been on the fence with asking anyone out or accepting anyone's offer for a date. I know it seems kind of silly, but I can't help it.Is this what awaits me whenever I tell someone I am into vore? I know I could find someone who shares my interest, but what are the odds of meeting someone other than the people on this site who enjoy vore? I'm not trying to make it seem like my interest in vore controls my life either, because it doesn't, but I am kind of worried my relationships will turn out the same way if I ever tell someone significant of my vore interests or if they manage to somehow find out about it.
Thank you for taking the time to read my post and any comments would be greatly appreciated .
It was sometime back in August I believe where it all started. My computer had just died on me, which was quite a pain to deal with since I had recently gotten into the furry and vore fandom as was looking to explore it more in-depth. I guess life had other plans though . While I didn't have the money to fix my computer, or purchase another, I decided to use my time more productively to find a job and lose a little weight, which was made more difficult by the fact that school and family also managed to keep me very busy as well. About a month had passed and I managed to lose a few pounds, but finding a job was practically impossible. During this time though I managed to find someone special. He was a very nice guy. Everything seemed perfect...that was until I built up the confidence to tell him about my vore fetish. I wasn't creepy with it or anything, at least I wasn't trying to seem like I was. Needless to say the relationship ended shortly after. He said it was because things just weren't working out between us, but I knew it was because of what I told him. I was hurting for a little, but I eventually got over it. We weren't really seeing each other that long for it to make a big impact on me, plus I am a little more into women than men so maybe this is fate telling me I should be looking for something else (If you haven't figured by now, yes I am a girl and yes I am bisexual). Ever since then I've been on the fence with asking anyone out or accepting anyone's offer for a date. I know it seems kind of silly, but I can't help it.Is this what awaits me whenever I tell someone I am into vore? I know I could find someone who shares my interest, but what are the odds of meeting someone other than the people on this site who enjoy vore? I'm not trying to make it seem like my interest in vore controls my life either, because it doesn't, but I am kind of worried my relationships will turn out the same way if I ever tell someone significant of my vore interests or if they manage to somehow find out about it.
Thank you for taking the time to read my post and any comments would be greatly appreciated .