I'm fucking tired

Posted by TaciturnTiger 4 years ago

 

I'm this close to taking down this page and everything in it. For whatever reason I'm holding off because of how many times people have erased their profiles and it having bothered me before. Bad enough all of you are fucking idiots who like my stupid shit anyway.

To be honest? Most days on FA and other furry sites, I'm repulsed to so much as browse the front page. I go out of my way to favorite a clean picture just because all the porn/kink slop is repulsive. I think seeing a picture of a drow thot kicking some obese pig-woman in the balls exemplifies how disgusted I am at all of this. I don't give a fuck about smut anymore. I really don't.

I can't even go back to this shitshow site anymore, which I used to browse at least once a day for years on end whenever I could. I feel my intellect and faith in humanity plummet each time I so much as glance at the front page's brain-dead forum posts.

If for whatever gods-awful reason I decide to upload art anywhere else, I'm disavowing myself from smut. I already nuked my DeviantArt and would do the same with my Weasyl, except the webmasters on the latter are either lazy as fuck or are sadists by making it a chore to erase my shame.

And arguably I get it. Sex is art. But save the rhetoric for someone who cares. I often think my beliefs are wrong in the long run anyway. If I want to look my own sexuality like a fucking Puritan, I'm allowed to and no one can stop me.

And speaking of which. There's a lot of flak I wish I could extend to some of you. Yes, even you, especially if you own a Twitter account and I'm aware of the nonsense you post and the cunts you keep in contact with. But for the sake of not being an asshole, I've been keeping my mouth shut. However, I'm also running out of fucks to give, at this journal alludes to. Maybe if I let my inner viciousness out, people would stop acting like I'm such a good person. I know I'm a bastard inside, and maybe you need to see it.