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I figured it out!
   Sat Feb 16, 2008 3:22 am

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I figured it out!

Permanent Linkby Avereth on Sat Feb 16, 2008 3:22 am

I have, at long last, realized exactly what that intangible thing is that keeps me from ever finishing anything! You see, in no way have I ever suffered from the infamous writer's block! Quite the contrary really! If anything I have ideas faster than I can get them out!

I figured out what was going wrong by looking at the trend so far: It seems that every work I have done that is not an RP where someone is pushing me to keep going, I have always stopped at a particular point. Let's go through exactly where this happened in each stalled work, perhaps you will figure it out before I tell you.


Secret Pleasures: Part 6. In this one, it's stopped on the chapter where Verdek CVs a fellow apprentice because he can't think of any other choice at the time, and it's stopped at where he is first really beginning to have it sink in that he really killed a good friend of his in haste.

Bloodsworn. It's stopped at where the pirates are about to raid...

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Workings of the Mind

Permanent Linkby Avereth on Sat Jan 19, 2008 10:19 pm

Journal entry 2/3 of my really big and complicated journals to post here. This one is about how our minds work and interpret things. It only slightly belongs in my blog, but both it and my last one are absolutely necessary to understand the 3rd and longest one, which definitely belongs in my blog! Yanked off my FA account so some FA related references may be present inside of it.

I have been thinking a lot lately about how we as a people tend to interpret things in life. When it comes to the kinds of things I have posted for others to view and observe here I am certainly not in the "norm" when it comes to the dominant methodologies of thinking these days. I have been trying to figure out how it is people decide whether something is "right" or "wrong" and how different interpretations compete with one another until a decision is reached. In a way it stemmed from my interest in theorizing about the slight mental differences that separate our thought process from those of other animals....

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The Quirks of Being Asexual

Permanent Linkby Avereth on Fri Jan 18, 2008 7:41 am

I really really need to start posting journal type things here again, so I am going to put one up each day until they are caught up here. This one leads up to 2 other journal entries, and all three are huge, but they are very important. Thanks to those who take the time to read through them all the way, it's appreciated.

And before I even get started, hold the jokes about asexual reproduction-that's not the meaning the word refers to in this case. Asexual also refers to a person who has a lack of, of completely lacks, sexual interests in others.

There are good things and bad things about it when it comes to presence here on FA, for example. I'd say the best thing is that given enough time to get used to it, I can acquire a taste for a very large variety of stuff-be it a particular species, a kinky situation, or a particular gender. The negative to this (to me at least) is that I may sometimes be incorrectly labeled as something other than asexual by others who do not know....

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So many ideas, yet nothing to write...(long)

Permanent Linkby Avereth on Sat Aug 25, 2007 4:59 am

And it's driving me nuts. As a previous entry may have indicated, I have a lot of work on my plate(that was a vore joke, laugh dammit!). What hasn't changed is that most of it is exactly where it was when I made that entry. That's right, not another sentence has been added to most of it since then. I'm not sure why this has happened, really. It started with Secret Pleasures, Chapter 6, which has sat for like...a year or two unfinished. And now it's spreading to all of my other work.

It seems to me that if I don't keep up on expanding an idea that I have, the interest fades to where I can't continue with it, even though a part of me desperately wants to be creative and continue with it. The one thing that seems to work for me is the RP story collabs. With those, even if I start to lose interest, there's another person to encourage me to continue, to make me feel the need to keep at it. These also seem to be my best work, I go at it with more effort than anything i've ever written...

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Sorry in advance to those looking for me!

Permanent Linkby Avereth on Sat Jul 21, 2007 8:53 pm

My friends are dragging me with them to Otacon or something, an anime related thingy, they're even buying me a ticket! I have to drive, but it sounds worth it. Never been to an anime convention before!

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