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Not much of a Sinner anymore Posted 4 months ago
Heya, it's been a while since I popped up around here. Thing is HRT sort of kills your libido so I don't really feel like looking up porn as often as I did before, which is super nice actually, since I used to be worried about this stuff.

So... Let me see... What's new... What's on my mind... Well stuff is happening, I'm coming out of my shell, stepping out of my home and pretending I'm a man is getting harder everytime I have to do it so I'm starting to take to my family about it, which is giving me mixed results... Having someone misnaming you and treating you like a man because they don't know it's ok, but having someone doing it because they don't accept you is COMPLETELY different. But yeah, that's to be expected I guess, I should be grateful for the ones that accepted me...
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First Month of HRT! Posted 7 months ago
Yeah, so it is no surprise to anyone who reads this, but I'm a trans woman and that comes with all sorts of issues and problems, not only internal (Mental health, body image and stuff) but external, like dealing with other people, since I live in a close minded city in one of the most homophobic countries in the world I'm kinda keeping it only to my internal circles for now, family and friends mostly, and still use my dead name a lot on a day to day basis, which is bothersome to say the least, but even online and only coming out to the few people I did I already had to deal with all kinds of stupid shit, from people treating me like a porn object to family straight up fighting with me over it, refusing to accept me for who I am (Mostly problems with my dad, but that's a topic for another...
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August comes around and I'm getting older Posted 8 months ago
So it's August and it's going to be looking month, a good one, I hope, but mostly a tiresome one. I'm going to start hormone therapy, I've finally recovered enough from my surgery to start it, I'm also to get my first job in the form of a supervised internship due to college and there's also my birthday in about 2 days, August 10th. Usually I'm pretty happy whenever it comes around, I have a few mental issues and I almost slept for good before so whenever I get to a birthday it feels like an accomplishment, celebrating that I'm still here, that I didn't fall to depression, but this year... This year it feels weird, I feel like I'm getting old, that I haven't accomplished anything, that I am lacking behind... For the first time I don't really feel like celebrating my birthday. Most of my...
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Worried about porn addiction Posted 8 months ago
Hey. So I've been noticing a few things about my life and I'm trying to combat some bad habits I have, there are 3 main things I want to correct about myself

- Lazyness
- Money Management skills
- Porn consumption

I've come to realize when I was managing my finances yesterday that I have spent, more than once, money I didn't have on NSFW comms and this made me notice that the rate at which I consume porn is waaay higher than I would like, the fact I enter on eka's several times a day, even at inappropriate times shows that I have an issue. I'm a acknowledging it and I will work on changing that, that's not something I want for myself. I like vore and I don't want to stop consuming it, I don't think that denying myself that would help out with anything,...
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I'm back on writting! Posted 9 months ago
I don't know what to say, just felt like getting back on it hehehe :}

I'm heading for the final segment on Driffa's history and I'm thinking about what to write next! Maybe some fantasy since I just love to write on that kind of stuff and play around with a more villanous pred or I could try my hand at something more... Wholesome? If a willing prey and a caring pred. Well, as wholesome as someone being eaten alive can be.

I always felt like such a freak for liking vore but talking with people around here makes me feel safe? Makes me feel like it's ok, that I'm ok, look around how many like minded people there are. Yeah we are fucked up, but we are fucked up together! I choose the name Masked Sinner for two reasons

1) I was so fucking affraid of people...
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Way too picky Posted 9 months ago
You ever feel like you are just gonna be alone forever?

People say everyone will eventually find their soulmate and that it just takes time, they will come around eventually, but it isn't always that easy. We here on this site are part of a fetish community and I don't think I would feel comfortable dating someone that doesn't share that interest with me, that doesn't want to be my prey.

I know that it's impossible to find someone that's perfectly aligned with all my kinks and stuff, but that's like my main thing you know? I don't think I would feel happy without that, it would always lack something.

But then we get to another issue, I would've to find someone in my city that likes vore, likes being prey, is ok with dating a girl with a dick on top...
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It's all power dynamics Posted 1 year ago
Hello, how are you doing today? :}

You know, last year I went through bariatric surgery and I'm doing great, lost a ton of weight, got healthier yadda yadda all that good stuff but here's the thing. I can't eat that much anymore that's the whole point of the surgery and if I can't eat that much anymore I feel less like a powerful predator and so on a kinda ironic way losing weight made me feel less sexy, lol.

Not only do I have a tiny tiny tummy now but it's also quite a sensible tummy, anything could make feel sick, ANYTHING: Eating too fast, I'm sick. Fatty foods, I'm sick. A little too much sugar, I'm sick. And so on and so on. Don't get me wrong I loved doing it, I'm loosing a lot of weight, I'm getting healthier, I feel better about my body. But! How am I...
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It's been a while :} Posted 1 year ago
Hey, long time no see, right?

I've been absent from the content creating part here for some long long time, I mean, I never actually did produce much, I wrote like one story and that was it :v Reading back on it today I can see like maaany many flaws, went too fast on parts I should've gone slower, lacking descriptions, shallow emotions... Many many things you know? :'D I just have this feeling that I could've done better, but it was also my first time writting a vore themed story and it also wasn't on my native language so that was some extra work.

But why am I telling you about this? Well to be honest, I don't actually know, just kinda wanted to express my thoughts and this felt like a good place, you know? Where else am I gonna talk about how I feel about an...
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