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Still kicking.
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Still kicking.

Permanent Linkby Mech__Warrior on Tue Apr 09, 2019 10:20 pm

Well everybody, I'm still alive. I know I haven't stopped by in years but depression does that to you. I suppose it's mostly because of my dickhead of a father destroying me three days before my birthday and thinking about all my internet friends that were last online years ago that suddenly disappeared, that I've been pushed to the brink where I wished I was dead so I wouldn't have to listen to him bitch anymore. I could have ended up like them, a voice silenced. So, I've been trying to contact all my friends just to check up on them because somebody in the world cares about them and that somebody is me.

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Permanent Linkby Mech__Warrior on Sun Mar 18, 2018 7:02 pm

Welp, the roommate situation imploded on itself and now I find myself at my grandma's. Apparently we had until the 17th and not until the 27th. I don't know where I'm going after this and the past 3 months have been hell mostly because of the roommate. I'll figure something out but until then, see you on the flipside.

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A recent update

Permanent Linkby Mech__Warrior on Sun Jun 04, 2017 3:02 pm

I suppose I should update this after almost five years and probably one of the darker chapters of my life. It was a rough set of years, but at least I found out I have depression and got the treatment I needed.

I am now a beekeeper and have been spending a lot of time with that project. Aside from working, nothing much has really changed I suppose.

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Another update and Today is my birthday/unbirth-day!

Permanent Linkby Mech__Warrior on Tue Jan 31, 2012 5:26 pm

All right, so what has life taught me in twenty one years?? Well, mostly negative things, but I got to sample some of the brighter things in life. I got a girlfriend for a brief period of time and finally got to experience love/intimacy/all that jazz that I was supposed to feel back in high school, but life decided to shit all over me in the worst way, namely having my best friend blindside me harder than I can even imagine. I almost broke up with her and thought I repaired the damage, but she continued to avoid me, which bothers me greatly still but oh well, it doesn't matter. Fifteen years of friendship doesn't matter either, and I lost two friends in one slip of my tongue, but at least I know where they stand now! :D Good riddance! Also, my classes are balls hard but I don't care! Life decided to fuck me over, so fuck it! I don't care anymore! ...

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On the Breath of Fresh Air

Permanent Linkby Mech__Warrior on Sun Oct 09, 2011 3:29 pm

God, how long has it been? A few months at least since I wrote that other blog of doom and gloom. Things are finally getting better for me, or at least I think so. I've learned you can't take things for granted even though I usually do. After not getting shit for sleep last Sunday, things seemed to be going better this week. I think I have moved on from Grandpa's death, several of my friends leaving Eka's and transitioning from living at home to living on my own. It's new, but things are going much better. Unfortunately, most of my drive to RP on the forums has vanished. I don't know what happened, but I feel as though I can put off the RPs on the forums for as long as I can but that's just a detriment to everyone around me. Sorry, but a lot of things have been going on and it is low priority for me right now.

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