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Trying to explain my absence and rambling about my situation

Permanent Linkby Rac0r on Tue Sep 19, 2017 12:15 pm

Hello.

I don't usually update by blogs with anything "me" related (or update it at all in general), but I just feel like wanting to get this off my chest. It has been almost 4 months since I've uploaded anything. I'm still here, not dead or anything. But I have been suffering from depression and self pity. I feel like I'm not good enough to draw anything, because everything I do looks like crap. I have given myself lots of pressure when it comes to drawing, I force myself to be better than what I actually am. And when I set myself high expectations, it never ends well because I can't reach to those expectations.

This is stupid of me, I know. This whole drawing thingy is supposed to be for fun. For entertainment. It's just supposed to be a simple hobby for me to spend some time. Why am I giving myself this amount of pressure? This I don't know. My only assumption is that I have never felt like I've been good at anything. That everything I do is not worth anyones time. So when...

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How does me taking requests works anyways?!?

Permanent Linkby Rac0r on Tue Jan 12, 2016 12:12 pm

That's a good question, ME! Allow ME to explain!

Since I'm doing this whole art thingy as just for hobbies and fun, I don't wanna get too filled in with requests. Other words, too much is WAY too much! I don't wanna make this feel like work because I already have a job, don't need another one :D So if you feel like you wanna request from me, send a PM and tell me your idea. I won't promise that I will draw your idea for sure, but if I like it or feel like drawing it, then I'll save that idea and draw it at some point. At WHAT POINT, you may ask? Well.... I dunno. But if I do, I'll be in touch with you then. Simple as that ^-^

And to all of you who are asking commissions from me, don't. Like I said, this is my hobby and I want to keep it like that. Sure extra money never hurts, but my money situation is just fine at the moment. Go support them who needs dem dollars more than me.

So there you...

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Happy New Year!!

Permanent Linkby Rac0r on Thu Dec 31, 2015 5:14 pm

Well the year 2015 has now officially passed away and 2016 is on it's way! Wanna wish you all happy new year and thank you for all the favorites, nice comments and watches! You guys rock like no one else!!

We'll see what 2016 has in store, hopefully something good! :)

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Merry Christmas & Happy Holidays!

Permanent Linkby Rac0r on Thu Dec 25, 2014 2:50 am

Sadly I haven't been able to do any art for Christmas this year, because my schedule has been so damn busy lately. But at least I wanna wish you peaceful holidays :)

Merry Christmas to all of you! ^-^

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Good News, Bad News

Permanent Linkby Rac0r on Thu Nov 13, 2014 4:21 am

Alright, Good news! I got my PC back sooner than expected so I should be back in action in no time... But why not now, you might NOT ask? Well....
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Bad News! I lost all my shit. My old hard drive was apparently too damaged to save my data. THANKFULLY a smart man would have made some backup disks, right?! Sadly, I'm not a smart man so I never did those, gotta learn the hard way, I guess lol
So what this means is that all my drawings, unfinished drawings, Paint Tool Sai and everything else is gone.

BUT I should be able to get back to fapping like a madman soon enough! I mean... drawing... like a mad..man... !! >.>

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