So despite my best efforts I've slipped back into depression. And some of you may notice I have not written much... at all.
Well that's because I feel nothing. Started off slow, but a couple weeks ago I completed a project that took me two years to finish and I felt nothing. No pride, no happiness, just a blank void. And that's when I thought about how muted everything had been for a long time. And once I noticed, it all fell apart and now I feel nothing.
Apathy is a truly insidious beast.
I'm writing here to vent more than anything, no one in my rl is really there to talk to. They don't understand this sadly. I'm open to any suggestions... that are free as I am flat broke, see previous post.
Anyway if you stuck with it this far I will hopefully...
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