Flareblood wrote:Well reality here is hitting me a bit hard because I've been going through this weird "fuck socialital norms" phase where I was hoping to make my life basically be about me telling society to fuck off and let me be myself.
stop shaking your first at the world and demanding that it leave you alone
find a place where you can be alone with the things you indulge yourself with, let society do its thing without you for a while, and coexist with people instead of resenting them for not thinking exactly the way you do. if you do all that and still can't stand the fact that there's people who don't like the things you like, that's a problem you're going to have to sort out for yourself
here's a little secret for you: the world isn't against you, everyone has to figure their own shit out. society is the midground in which we all work together to make things easier on everyone, and that means conceding a few things about ourselves to private spaces, and refusing to do that in a context like this is tremendously self-centered