by knifesmile » Wed Jul 13, 2016 8:15 am
It depends on who I'm being at that moment. My whole self - sometimes, in a distant way, but I'm in the grip of my mental gators and so it doesn't touch the reality of what I'm feeling and imagining/drawing/writing/RPing/whatever. Acetyl feels no pity for the vast majority of his prey. Every now and then someone especially pathetic touches him. For example in one of my stories he breaks into a house and kills the three men he finds there intending to eat them, only to discover that the men had been keeping underage sex slaves. He kills them, too, of course, but much more sympathetically (they get a choice for one thing, but of course because I'm a sick MFer and it's one of my stories they all chose to die). Delve has occasionally felt bad for the victims of his victims, but I don't think he's ever pitied an actual victim in anything more than a mocking or condescending way. He can be weirdly, controllingly, darkly affectionate toward his prey at times, but it's a cold and selfish affection. He's in some ways "crazier" than 'Cet is. Acetyl is essentially a magical wild animal and acts accordingly, whereas Delve is a very mentally disturbed human being (well, he's an anthro, but by the standards of his world anthros are humans.) And Howling Silence doesn't even have emotions as fleshy things would understand them. Pity is probably not a concept it would even comprehend. So on the whole the answer is generally, for me, no. Control, dominance, scorn, and viciousness are a huge part of my ourve... pity just doesn't fit. Pity is for the rest of my life. This is my dark place, where the wolves are.