Another thing that people should keep in mind is that asexuality is a spectrum, just like hetero/homosexuality, so a lot of people fall somewhere in between. When you have a hard time identifying with allosexuals (aka. everyone else), that community becomes a very useful place for support, no matter how you specifically experience that lack of interest.
This might be a bit tl;dr, but I definitely think I fall somewhere in the "gray area" between sexuality and asexuality, because I've never, ever been interested in sexual intercourse with anyone ever, and I'm getting closer to 25, so it isn't just a matter of being a "late bloomer" or whatever.
Another thing that points towards it is that even when it comes to weirdly specific fetishes (that are definitely sexual on their own), I don't understand
targeted sexual desire towards other people or even things, so all these "who's you favorite pred/prey" threads don't really make any sense to me, and neither does rule 34. It feels like some kind of a weird cosmic joke that people are playing, but it's so pervasive that I've just got to accept it and play along.
I don't know what it's like to think that someone has a great ass or how on earth can a personality be "sexy". I just don't intuitively make that connection, although I can understand it in a purely intellectual way. I do pretend to be just a regular straight person irl, except every time people talk about sex, I often turn the whole thing into a joke to avoid serious discussion, because that's way easier than pretending to relate to feelings that I've never had in my life. Whenever that isn't appropriate, I can sort of steer the discussion towards romance, which I can understand a bit better, but it's almost like I've got a sort of red-green-blindness or something in terms of those feelings, so some important ones are missing, and it's difficult to BS them without sounding like a virgin and risk being called out on it.
But yeah, on the other hand, sometimes I do go and jerk off to weird stuff that have absolutely nothing to do with sex or any kind of interaction between people, so I'm probably like, 70-80% asexual with the rest being weird kinkiness that's incompatible with 99% of humanity, as well as some fairly normal romantic feelings, that do nothing to me in a sexual sense.
I mean, I can be so in love with someone that I can barely sleep at night because I'm so excited, but touching that person doesn't feel like anything special, and I don't involve them in sexual fantasies either. That's probably the most troublesome aspect, because when you're honest about it, it will often make the person think that they're just not attractive
enough because of some personal flaw or whatever, so it's a very delicate subject. I've thought of trying to involve kinks to sort of override this, but it's honestly more for the partner's sake than anything, so they could
maybe experience a sexual encounter that I could be at least partly into without having to fake everything. If the idea of having sex with someone who couldn't care less makes you cringe, then you'll definitely want to avoid dating someone who says they're asexual.
Edit: apparently people mentioned the spectrum thing right on the first page, shoud've read the whole thread before writing this, lol. I disagree that philias make you unfit for asexuality, though, because sexual orientation isn't about
what you wanna do, it's
who you wanna do stuff with.