Debodab66 wrote:This is interesting when you first got into this fetish what was the appeal that turned you on regarding giantess women/Vore? And did you imagine your self as the pray? And did that make you question your sexuality at first? Who is you giantess crushes? And do you remember any of the giantess vore videos that made you turned on when you first got into the fetish ? “I might be asking a lot but it’s just to help me understand my situation a lil more , I was into giantess vore vefore even realizing it was a fetish I kept imagining scenarios of me shrinking down and getting eaten by women I know.”
When my vore fetish is simplified, it amounts to a fetish for mouths and throats. When I was just discovering the fetish, I was fascinated with peoples' mouths (particularly the back of the mouth, such as the uvula, tonsils, epiglottis, throat, etc.), and shortly found out that mouths, especially when they were touched or interacted with, turned me on. Vore is pretty much an extension of my mouth fetish.
What turned me on about women's mouths in particular was that that's what was available. That's what everyone made videos, pictures, and stories about, so that's what I saw. I didn't get much exposure to men's mouths or male vore, so I didn't have an opinion on them when I was fresh into the fetish. And of course, since female vore is what I was used to, the few times I did encounter male vore, it felt odd to me. I didn't feel uncomfortable, just strange. Eventually, as I was exposed to more male vore and mouth content that became available, I discovered that I liked it more than female vore. Now I have a strong preference for it, and have largely neutral feelings towards female vore and women's mouths. I don't remember the exact moment of my turning point or what exactly triggered my liking for male vore, but all I know is that it's hard for me to be turned on without it now.
I've always been more of a third person observer than pred or prey, though I have been turned on by imagining myself in both pred and prey roles before. However, I don't often insert myself into vore scenarios. It doesn't really come naturally to me. Therefore I prefer the role of an observer, or someone who can see everything that is going on in the interactions between the pred and prey from a neutral persepctive.
No, liking male or female vore has never made me question my sexual preferences (or what you would call sexuality). I don't think of sex unless it's brought up by someone else. I've never desired sex, I've never thought of what it would be like for me to have sex, I've never wanted to be in sexual relations. Hence my asexuality. Vore / mouth fetishism is completely independent from sex to me, and I find no link between the two except that sex is what's SUPPOSED to turn me on, but vore / mouths are what ACTUALLY turn me on, for whatever bizarre reason. Therefore, even if I did or do like female vore, it means nothing to me in terms of sexual preferences, because I don't view vore in that way.
I don't have giantess or women crushes. I don't see women in that way, and have never been attracted to them whether sexually or otherwise. I have had crushes on men and boys my age, however, though never in a sexual or lusty way.
To answer your next question, I can remember the first video where I had my first climax (sorry if this is TMI), when I was around 11 or 12 years old, I think. It was a video on YouTube made by a user named Emphaser. I don't think his or her account is still active, though I haven't checked in a while. In any case, I forgot the title of a video, but it was a short video that featured a woman that was pretty much toying with another woman's uvula with a popsicle stick. Uvula play is my weakness above all else, so it was really hot to me, as you can probably imagine. That's the video that pretty much triggered vore and mouthplay being a fetish for me, something that turned me on.
I don't mind all the questions at all. Let me know if you would like to know anything else.