Self-conscious for liking vore

[anonymous2777]

As a lurker I will say I am still barely comfortable talking about this glitch online. I don’t even want to call it a fetish, as it makes no darwinistic sense as a human. Like, this is the kind of fetish I feel I should keep to myself till my grave. Like if I told some hypothetical girl about this, she’d leave me in the best case scenario... I don’t want to know what happens if she ends up wanting me more because of the glitch and probably would break up out of panic. Maybe she’d be a bit smarter and play it neutral while leading me in slowly to acting it out, who knows I am a paranoid one. Lit and a turtle the teachers had in kindergarten eating an insect fucked me up as a kid and now I have a mating mentality of a fucking spider. I’m a fucking male spider. It’s fucked.

I got relatives who think I’m gay (despite knowing for sure I want women, they got the genitals I want to be smothered by) because I don’t reach out to women, the truth is a lot fucking weirder than they ever could imagine. I mean, like they’re the type of people who will fuck with me for the rest of my life about this if they knew.

That being said I did notice a lot of girls who also have this glitch like being eaten, which I suppose makes sense. Less ethical responsibility if your not the one who people will shout “you eat people!” at. Like there need be stories where the cops just arrest some predators. Chris Hansen Vore edition, imagine that. The MILF gets busted.

[TheDarkStar]

Honestly, I've never felt ashamed or self-conscious about my liking vore. To me, it's just another fetish, like licking toes or spanking, out there for people to enjoy if they want. Even if I for some reason get harassed for it online or in real life I'd probably just brush it off without further thought. I just don't care about what others think of me when it comes to that sort of thing. Now, I don't want to give off the wrong impression. It's not like a go around talking about it to people, and I do try and keep it a secret from my parents, but that's just because I think it would be too much of a hassle to explain to them my fetish. I don't mean to denigrate other people on here who do genuinely feel bad on some level for liking vore because they're worried about what society thinks, or that they should just "get over it." This is just my carefree attitude towards the subject, and I hope that those who are self-conscious learn to accept themselves for who they are.

[NotTadpole]

I'm pretty self-conscious about it as well. I dislike the fact that I'm into it, and if it were up to me, I'd have chosen to not have this fetish at all because of the sheer shame and self-hate I feel over it. If someone were to harass or mock me for it, I'd make it pretty clear that I never wanted to have it in first place, and that I never had a choice.

Thankfully, most of the friends I regularly interact with are either completely accepting of it, or are okay with it so long as I don't talk much about it to them, or are into vore themselves.

[Dyrsig]

I'm extremely self conscious about this, it's hard for me to get past that mental block and talk about it even in servers that are made for vore. I even keep having anxiety nightmares about accidentally posting some vore stuff to my main social media accounts.

It's just such a weird kink, and I think most people would NOT react well to hearing that I want to eat them, so I keep it to myself a lot.

I've basically resigned myself to never being in a romantic relationship too, this is just something that's... Difficult to mention on dates lmao

[ButtWitch]

In my case I'm asexual. I just don't really get attracted to people even if they are super "sexy" it is a foreign concept to me. Show me a person with their shirt off and while they look impressive I don't wanna actually do anything when I see that. I just kinda feel like I'm invading their privacy or I think "good for them for being able to look so confident like that" (context matters of course).
Around the time I came to terms with my Asexuality I also was reading American Gods by Neil Gaiman. There is a scene in the book where a fertility goddess works as a prostitute but then unbirths a client. I was aroused for the first time despite having peeked through all sorts of porn my older siblings' left hidden in the house after they went to college. Obviously I was interested in the clear difference of that scene with all other sex scenes I've encountered in media up until then and of course it was the vore. So I began searching into vore whenever I was feeling particularly in need of porn and it did the trick. Coming to terms with my sexuality was a walk in the park compared to accepting my voraphilia. I'd still rather not discuss it on other websites or social media platforms. The association vore has with certain other fetishes and stuff makes it one I'd still rather not have affiliated with me.