Eka's Portal

Something that has been a part of me my whole life and I grew up with thinking was unique to me and something that I once found joy from after finding out that others share these feelings is now morphing into something that I'm starting to find repulsive. I'm having a hard time trying to elaborate any further at the moment but I just wanna know if anyone else has or has been known to go through these same or similar feelings and if so they would like to share?

It's probably just another phase and I'll get over it eventually, as I have experienced these same feelings numerous times in the past. I'm just really distraught right now...

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Take some time away from all and everything sexual ( porn, sexual images) and try not to think about sexual stuff for awhile. After you've done that for like a month; reflect and ponder if you'd come back or if you still find feelings for it.

Yes, I've actually been dealing with this quite a lot myself as of late.

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Fetishes will wane and flow, just like your other interests. I have stepped away from vore for a time, yet there are still attractions for me. Maybe not the same level as before for certain things and maybe moreso for others. Your life and changes that occur in it, will define how you feel about things. If you don't like vore anymore, that's ok. If you leave and return, that is ok too. It's good you recognize how you feel and take actions on your feelings.

That, my friend, is called "Burnout."
Too much of a good thing is a very fatal poison. And the most effective....

If you're feeling this way, then do not blame yourself, do not blame anything, just say 'guess that's life.'

Step away for a while and come back. Ifthe feeling of disgust is still there... then it is understandable. Best thing to do is move on.

Don't get if you find it repulsive in a way it's boring or that you're feeling that's disgusting in some ways... Had moments when I thought the second thing, I know that fetish is kinda strange, but well, that's a fetish, a fetish is not really what I'd call something that everybody likes, and it can sometimes be really strange, as I like vore in a fatal way with digestion etc... it can be really disgusting and weird for most people, and sometimes I think about it and ask to myself why the fuck I love that, and.. I don't know really why, I just like it. I tried maybe two times to stop looking for vore stuff, it lasted 3 days until I did it again, and during those days I still had thoughts about it, it's just inside you, part of you I think, you can't really stop liking it, you can stop maybe drawing vore art, writing stories etc... but liking it ? That'd be difficult imo. Talked about it with friends etc... open minded people, they didn't really like it but didn't tell anything offensive about me liking that, and nothing has changed between us in years, so I don't really think about thinking that I should stop liking this.

LoneliestWolf wrote:Something that has been a part of me my whole life and I grew up with thinking was unique to me and something that I once found joy from after finding out that others share these feelings is now morphing into something that I'm starting to find repulsive. I'm having a hard time trying to elaborate any further at the moment but I just wanna know if anyone else has or has been known to go through these same or similar feelings and if so they would like to share?

It's probably just another phase and I'll get over it eventually, as I have experienced these same feelings numerous times in the past. I'm just really distraught right now...

I think quite a lot of people can relate to your feelings - I certainly can. But I also think that your initial thoughts where not wrong: vore is a very complex and unique thing to enjoy. A thing to also show you to which extend a human being is able to enjoy the most remote thought possible.Whatever it is what separates man from beast. Vore is surely one of it. It is not a shame to be not understood. This happens quite a lot! I am totally with you to marvel about the people that actually do. Its like a glimpse of the true nature of our reality.

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It happens, it comes and goes. I'm sure all things in life are this way. Sometimes you need a break.

Take a break. It'll do you good.

Fetishes for me have their ebbs and flows and they can come in as little as a matter of days but I've had episodes where this fetish actually caused me some distress or at least made me worried that my mind would get too warped if I wasn't careful. Sometimes, it's best to see it as changing of weather or seasons and that one is having a 'cold' spell. I've sometimes felt this after making artwork revolving around this fetish.

There's life beyond just merely this fetish but for me, it's a huge relief that I'm not alone on having this strange turn-on. There are areas and aspects of this site that I do my best to steer clear of (Especially anything involving 'underaged' characters, real or fictional) but others give me a much-needed avenue to channel out parts of me I would never dare in the 'real world'.

It's best to take a break from fetishes and let them 'recuperate' as they say.

I wonder if I agree with the statement, even if in a different spirit.

I am not 'sick of' my fetish in terms of being tired of it. I am definitely not tired of it. I want it more and more. However, I wonder if it is making me increasingly mentally ill in terms of undermining my self-confidence.

Like the majority here, I identify as prey. I don't know if that is an initial function of having self-confidence issues. I think that the attraction to vore is more primordial than that. Nevertheless, I do fear that fantasies of being prey (and sundry, with related fetishes) perpetuate a subconscious mental process that hurts my ability to be an dominant force in my own life.

When I dug into the roots and found out it's trauma based I had that phase. Now I find novelty in how my vore fetish is completely different from what got it stuck in my mind. Heck, there are some ways I corrected my thinking with vore.

That said, I would never glorify this fetish, but now that we have it we have to make the best of it.