Daisy: Having finally caught up on the events of four months ago, I removed my tongue from my sister's mouth. Rob was still "alive", he just wasn't Rob anymore. He was just a speck, not even a complete egg, in Alicia's right ovary. Another one of Alicia's powers, apparently.
Cerys distracted me, her hand gently between my legs, reading my thoughts as I read Alicia's.
I like Cerys. She's got a slight British accent that's very cute. I saw a picture of her... before Casey got a hold of her, and she looked very much the same then as she does now.
The three women share Alicia's old bedroom, and at the moment they're sharing it with me. Casey is by the dresser, getting dressed, and I'm between my sister and Cerys.
I wanted to bring myself to be sorry for Rob and ask what was to be next for him, but I couldn't quite do it.
"You're right, Alicia," Cerys said, again with that hint of an adorable accent. "Daisy's not just your sister. She's your bitch."
The language shocked me. "What??"
Alicia laughed. "Daisy, you're the best. A wonderful moral compass if a bit of a pest, but you'd do anything for me."
"No, I don't think
anything--"
"Ahem," Alicia interrupted. "And I quote:"
Daisy wrote:I think, if she were standing in front of me right now and offered to forgive me if I let her pee on me again, I'd welcome it.
My god. I'm falling under my sister's spell and she's not even here.
"Lord, Daisy, even
I've read your blog," Cerys said.
"Oooh, if Alicia's going to pee on Daisy, can I join in?" Casey asked.
"No," Alicia said. "Nobody's peeing on anyone. It was an
accident. I was
furious. Daisy was right and I learned my lesson. Besides, I've got a better idea, and one that doesn't involve me springing for a ridiculous thirteen-hundred dollar chair."
Alicia scooted up on the bed. "Here, Daisy. I owe you this much. Have a drink. It's a lot less messy."
"Wha... what?"
"You're going to drink... whatever comes out of me." She held her right breast toward me, flipped an erect nipple.
Suddenly, both Cerys and Casey were hovering over me, watching to see if I'd do it. "Are you going to--?", Casey asked.
"Yup," Alicia said. "She's been my
little sister long enough. Time to grow up and join the rest of us, don't you think?"
I felt Cerys' own bosom behind me: same powers as Alicia's, same ability to do what ever Alicia was planning.
"You know you want it," Alicia said. 'Come on, sis. This isn't easy for me, either."
Casey and Cerys cheered me on, as I brought my mouth closer to Alicia's extended nipple. I knew Alicia wouldn't hurt me, wouldn't do what she did to Rob or Shay... but I really didn't need this, not now, not with--
"Oh, Daisy, come
on," Cerys said, that cute accent again. "Just
dew it already."
I felt Cerys's hand behind my head. "No," Alicia said. "Let her do it on her own."
I looked up, and my eyes met Alicia's. Sweet, beautiful, strong, powerful Alicia. I bent my head almost in reverence, and placed my lips around Alicia's weaponized right breast.
Alicia wrapped her arms around my head. Her nipple swelled inside my mouth. I tasted something weird, spacey, unlike anything I was expecting. And then Alicia pumped me full of her shrinking potion. I felt it, warm, spreading through my body as my bloodstream unwittingly carried the active agent throughout me.
"Wow, that
does work," Casey commented.
"I wasn't sure it would," Alicia answered.
I was dizzy. Time seemed to speed up for me like it had for Rob. Suddenly Casey and Cerys were looming over me, positioning me between my sister's legs. Alicia took a good, long look at me, as if to say "I'll take good care of you," and opened up. Casey and Cerys pushed my legs between my sister's. Alicia's belly ballooned outwards as she consumed my body: she'd gotten barely to my waist when she took a giant breath and sucked me into herself all at once, then slammed herself shut like a bank vault. She contracted and flattened her belly and practically leapt out of bed not a minute later.
"Whew. I've got to get to work," I remember hearing her say. "Mind if I shower first?"
I hadn't oriented myself; the only thing I got is that Cerys and Casey were impressed. Just two generations ago, unbirthing took days of preparation, and many hours to complete, leaving the host sore and swollen for days. To me, it seemed like it was now practically an afterthought: Alicia able to complete the entire thing before breakfast.
I could feel her left ovary preparing my new genetics. Powerful, like hers. All of the weapons she had. And a vision of what I'd look like at age nineteen. And a new hunger, and a plan: when I emerged, I'd be taking care of Brad whether he or his parents were ready for it or not. I was helpless as Alicia ovulated; a long wait before I felt the sting just under my ribcage, the egg absorbing nutrients from me to swell and grow and replicate its DNA a billion times over before bursting inside me and releasing it and...
Okay, Alicia. You win.
But then again...
. . .
Cerys: This is not the way one would normally expect to meet your future roommate and perhaps life-partner: lying on your back, looking up at her with eyes that don't quite work yet, with the rest of my body still quite balled up inside another woman's, her vulva with a pretty good grip on my neck.
It was quite difficult to breathe, and my lungs were filled with fluid and not air. I'd been prepared for that, aware that Casey was still doing my breathing for me, still doing
everything for me, and all I needed to do was relax and wait to be born. One's first impulse in this situation is to help: I'm a woman myself, of course, and though I've never been pregnant I've watched babies being born and know how difficult it's supposed to be, but I have to resist the impulse to "stand up" or otherwise push against any of Casey's inside lest I harm her in some way.
Casey took her dear sweet time. Catching her own breath with just my head sticking out of her bum, with her roommate Alicia watching over her both.
"Okay, almost ready," I heard Casey say. I could feel her massive equipment charging up for the big contraction. She released the death grip around my neck, and promptly dribbled some birthing fluid into my mouth: nothing to be done about that, I suppose. Then a wonderful, positively delightful squeeze, wet and warm and delicious and finally she opened her twat enough for my shoulders to escape and then: pop! I was out of her body, just like that.
Alicia helped me to sit up. I looked down at the cord attached to my belly button, which came free on its own after about two more minutes. I felt my weight returning, my rear end pressing down into the sheets between Casey's legs, and Alicia helped me to my feet. Within a few minutes i was back to my normal size. Maybe even a bit better; I'd estimate I lost about four kilograms somewhere along the way.
I tried to stand up on my own but needed help. Alicia came with me to the shower, undressed herself as I waited, and then joined me. Very forward, if I do say so myself, but equally welcome.
I felt entirely alien. I'm aware with each step, each breath that this body is absolutely spanking new, and though I've been going over it with Casey while
in utero I feel like it needs some kind of owner's manual.
Alicia is the one who holds my boyfriend, Rob. There is absolutely no sign of this visible from the outside, even when Alicia is naked. Alicia comes into the shower spray with me and I kiss her.
Wow. Just the touch of my tongue and I can
feel what Alicia is thinking. She's nervous. She can partition her thoughts, like me, but it's clear she's not doing so. For a moment I expect to be able to talk to my boyfriend, but, as Casey already informed me, he'd been reduced to an egg-- an
egg! for the purpose of keeping him alive at all.
I'm supposed to love Alicia like I do Casey. I'm not yet sure that I do, that I can. She stops me from overheating in the shower, helps me out of it, gives me a towel, sends me back into the bedroom where Casey looks and smells like she just gave birth because she has. She, I can love. I kiss her and feel Alicia's jealousy, but I have to do this: I have to thank her for what she's just given me: life itself. A new life befitting our new world.
Okay. Back to Alicia. She's genuinely... hurt? Wants a more intimate welcome? More conversation? She's in luck, then, because I want to know everything in her head, the exact and entirely unfiltered account of what she did to my boyfriend, and
why. Her youngest sister, "Daisy", was not there to greet me on my arrival and I have the impression that her entrapment in Alicia's body wasn't any more of a voluntary deal than Rob's was. Her sister Belle insists that she's not a monster, as does Casey, but I'm not a woman who has ever taken things at face value.
Alicia, I'm going to give you a fair shake. But I need to know everything.
Casey knows this. So, after a healthy dinner prepared by Belle and Clarisse, I settled into Alicia's bed. Casey shows no signs of jealousy at all, and she curled up behind me.
Alicia is an attractive woman, no doubt about it. She is what you'd imagine for the ideal, engineered human female. This has been the trend lately, of course. Early on there was a need to "hide in plain sight", to look like any other woman on the planet, and one with a near-perfect body... stands out. Or, at least, used to.
I'd never considered becoming intimate with another woman at all before I met Casey. Casey completely disarmed me, made me feel... special, in a time of my life where I felt anything but. I loved Rob. I missed him. Something about kissing a girl felt like it wasn't "cheating". But, by then, I also knew that Rob wouldn't be coming back. Casey provided the distraction I needed. And she told me that her arrival in my life was no coincidence. She'd been there at the start. When
it happened.
So I put my tongue in Alicia's mouth, and she slid hers into mine. I knew how to do this now, wasn't frightened of it. Germs cannot hurt me; neither can Alicia. The first thing I felt from her was relief. Nobody understood her; nobody except perhaps Belle and Casey. But I was determined to try. I let her know instantly that I'd do this for as long as it took. Thus the relief. Go ahead, Alicia, convince me. Take me through your entire story from the beginning. Let's see if I would have made the same decisions.
Aren't you afraid of what my thoughts might do to you? Alicia asked, early on.
No. Should I be?There was no way for Alicia to answer that. But before I could start exploring what she knew, she surprised me by drilling into my own memories. How I met Rob. Why I loved him, why I agreed to become his girlfriend, how we suffered through the long-distance relationship. How I felt about him now. Somehow, I didn't think she'd care.
For my own exploration, I started with the moment I was most curious about. The instant Alicia was told that some
man had hacked into what the women thought was a private conversation. She was angry, but mostly at herself. She'd missed obvious clues that Rob was participating in the blog from her own timeframe-- in real time; that Rob had already found a way to defeat that part of the quantum encryption model as part of his graduate studies.
So, yes, she almost bolted from her dorm room in her underwear. But it wasn't anger; it was fear, and curiosity.
If Rob had done what he'd threatened, I wouldn't be writing to you now. I'd still be human, one-point-zero human. Alicia and her family and all of her kind would have been locked up, placed in solitary confinement far away from prying eyes, experimented on, forgotten. The world's arsenals would still be under the control of central governments. There would still be borders, and conflict, and war; because the biggest threat to central authority is the kind of intelligent, decentralized networking that Alicia's ancestors envisioned and been brought to life.
I don't think Rob would have done it. The clues were there. Even the fact that he telegraphed his threat through the very blog -- to the very women that could be his undoing -- was his way of engaging them without actually stopping them.
I think, had I been in Alicia's place, I would have handled it differently. But I could feel it: the warmth in her loins as she confronted my boyfriend, like generations of women were her telling her body
what needed to be done.
I'm barely into my exploration of this: I want every scent, every instant of that moment, afraid to see Rob's unbirthing and to
feel it yet desperately aware that I
need to, when Alicia strokes one of my hands and guides it, gently, between her legs. At first I thought this was for the obvious reason: to increase our mental bandwidth with each other; but she guided my fingertips to play just below her clitoris, just a bit lower, inside herself, where I felt a small bump that started to grow.
It's the tip of her ovipositor. She... wants to give me the egg that currently holds every bit of Rob's essence; his memory encoded as DNA. I feel that ovipositor grow; several centimeters, at which point, accepting her offer, I rolled to my back and guided Alicia on top of me, between my legs, missionary style. I caress her head and brush my fingers through her hair and look into her eyes, making a new mental connection with her down below.
She's not doing this because she wants to be rid of Rob. She's doing this because she wants me to have him. It's been her plan all along, from the moment she learned that I existed.
When evolution designed human sexual intercourse, it was, unfortunately, designed with speed and efficiency in mind. During intercourse humans are vulnerable, and you never know when a saber-toothed tiger will take advantage of the situation. So the core moment of sex is designed to be over with quickly: a few minutes a most, get that sperm transferred and restore your situational awareness so you can defend yourself against a pack of wolves or whatever.
This type of sex between women wasn't designed by the hand of evolution but rather by women themselves. With no wolves or tigers to worry about. As a result it's marvelously slow: between 70 and 110 minutes; during which one can't avoid sharing
everything about oneself. No quick "bang" here, which will be... well, interesting.
This is my first time. As it is Alicia's. As she lays on top of me, I can feel that tiny ovipositor probing between my legs. My initial impulse is to block its entry, and with my new vaginal muscles I could. But my thoughts are connected with Alicia as well as my body. I can feel her waking Rob from his slumber, his timescale slowing down. She begins the mental transfer of his memories-- a backup copy to the "original", DNA-encoded memories currently sealed inside her egg. He's confused, unaware of what's happening, unable to fathom that he's making the trip from Alicia's right ovary through her Fallopian tube and to the gland and valve that connect to her ovipositor.
Hello, Rob.It feels to me like he's waking from anesthesia.
...Cer... Cerys?Yes, it's me. I'm here.The muscles between my legs relax. Alicia finds her way inside. Our mental connection is growing stronger. I guide this thin, worm-like extension of her body through my vagina and line it up with my cervix, my second layer of defense. The interaction is careful, and complex. She emits a chemical: basically, requesting permission to proceed. I grant it. My cervix dilates, releases a hormone of its own that feeds back into Alicia's body and allows her ovipositor to grow and extend. Slowly it makes its way through my cervix. Tiny gyrations of Alicia's hips help drive it; nothing at all like the unrestrained "humping" of, say, a boyfriend.
Cerys?Yes?What's... happening?I answer Rob with an image of what Alicia and I are doing. Casey, who's been standing near the window looking out, can't stand it anymore and climbs into bed with us. I welcome that: she's the one I'm most familiar with, and I want her touch, her help; for her to be a part of this.
Before I can even answer Rob, a stream of thought from Alicia distracts me. She wants me... to want her.
I break off our kiss -- the mental connection through our genitalia is more than sufficient -- and look into Alicia's eyes. I've never seen this before. This longing... she turns her head, looks at Casey the same way. A small wriggle to deliver a bit more of her ovipositor.
Alicia Potemkin is completely helpless. The "most dangerous woman in the world" and she's completely exposed herself, opened everything up to me, is in the process of saying goodbye to Rob and giving me everything inside herself this way.
I look at Casey. I don't need the mental connection to know what she's thinking: she's never seen this before. Alicia's always been in charge, always knows what to do.
She just wants...
acceptance. For someone, anyone, to care about her for who she is, not what she can do.
Yes, she's got that from Casey, but...
Rob suddenly snaps into alertness.
No, Cerys... don't fall for it!Those thoughts are coming
through Alicia at the moment. Alicia's making no attempt to censor him.
She's anything but helpless! complains Rob.
Amidst the stream of Rob's consciousness flowing into me, I dive into Alicia's interactions with him. It forces Rob to relive those moments, but I really need to know this, to understand. Yes, what he said was true. She could have given him a new body, turned him into a woman like himself, even given him a body indistinguishable from his original. Instead she tormented him. She teased him. She'd sit on the toilet and make him watch as her body slowly divested itself of his volume, as she peed him out. And, just like she's said, she enjoyed doing those things. She delighted in the constant banter with this unwilling consciousness, deliciously trapped within her own body.
Alicia's ovipositor snakes through my uterus. I gently, mentally, guide it to the opening at the far end; the small chamber where she will deposit her egg. Another sphincter to open, another hormone exchange. It's like having sex three times over at the same time. And it doesn't take three minutes-- it takes between 70 to 110. By design. There is no way to go through this without complete mental entanglement; that's the way we wanted it.
I continue to pore through the interactions with Rob. Even when Daisy-- bless her soul-- tried to help him. I wish I could speak with Daisy now; so does Rob. She's right here: in Alicia's belly, undergoing her own transformation, but in a stage where she can't really communicate. But I heard Daisy's words to my boyfriend. She does understand her sister. She knew what was going to happen to her: that she was going to end up inside Alicia's body.
Just like Rob knew.
You're a complete dolt, you know that?What? Cerys-- what's wrong with you?I delay my response. I go through Rob's thoughts over and over, looking for any sign that Alicia might have tampered with them. I look at events from Rob's point of view, from Alicia's, from Casey's. They all agree.
You knew what was going to happen.It's hard to have this conversation while the transfer of Rob's memories is happening and so much else is going on. The tip of Alicia's ovipositor has reached my fertilization chamber-- a small pouch at the end of my uterus. The sphincter there clamps down. I release a new hormone, which (along with my mental pictures) informs Alicia's body that she's in the right place.
Alicia's body responds by filling her ovipositor's spongy tissue with her own blood, causing it to swell and harden almost in exactly the way a man's penis does. It grows from the base and warms and swells and... my lord, that feels amazing, the way it's growing and stretching me. The effort is consuming most of Alicia's thoughts now, but fortunately most of Rob's consciousness has already transferred.
Not you, too? Please, no... you can't possibly believe that!, Rob objects. He desperately wants Alicia to finish transferring him, but is starting to be afraid of the mental baggage that's coming along with this type of intercourse.
Daisy told you to be honest with yourself. How much clearer could she have been?She told me that Alicia was going to kill me!She had to, Rob! Alright. Yes, you cheated on me, but--Cheated on you? Cerys, I would never -- in a million yearsYou wanted to feel this. The inside of Alicia's body. To experience being unbirthed against your will. You were the only human, one-point-zero human, on Earth who knew this secret and you knew how to capitalize on it. So rather than go to the authorities you sent a message you knew one of them... one of us would have to respond to! You were scared because you wanted to be scared. You waited by the door shivering with both fear and excitement, didn't you? Remember that? When she came to the door you unlocked it for her!!I wanted to try to get them to stop before I told anyone! And how would I know that one of them would visit--Don't lie to me, Rob. Don't lie to yourself. And I won't lie to you. I think... if I were in the same position you were in, I might have... done the same thing. Actually, I did. With Casey.Cerys...it's not a lie. I never wanted this! Not now, not ever! She's...gotten to you...I told Rob he'd have to wait. Alicia and I were ready to begin the egg transfer, and it that deserved all of our attention. Rob didn't mind the delay: afterwards, I promised him, I'd give him my full attention and we'd figure things out.
The first thing I'll say is that the experience is surprisingly symmetric. I'd expect it to be anything but: that I simply have to remain there, passive, as Alicia lays her egg inside me. I'd underestimated the mental connection and how integral it is: our bodies and minds align, and we work together to very carefully transfer the egg. A gland in Alicia's body has been filling as her ovipositor has been growing inside me. It carries the fluid that will help transfer the egg between us. The egg itself moves into place, touches sensitive receptors at the seat of Alicia's reproduction control valve, between
her fertilization chamber and her ovipositor. Other sphincters close. The area begins to fill with fluid, and with my okay her valve opens.
Tiny pulses carefully push the egg into the long tube that forms Alicia's ovipositor. It's ringed with tiny muscles and nerve endings such that we both feel what's happening, can tell exactly where the egg is. She signals my vagina to relax and it does. More fluid pushes the egg down through her body, and into the portion of her organ that's inside me.
It's sensual. The pleasure we're both getting from each centimeter of the egg's progress is intense. I motion Casey in, to attach her mouth to my breast, so we can share the sensations with her. Just in time: she was starting to get a bit jealous, I fear.
Now Casey joins us, helping to gradually nudge the egg along like it was her own. I can feel her own sex responding in sympathy.
It is "work", like heterosexual sex is work: our breathing synchronized and our bodies warm enough to start sweating. But outside one could barely see us moving. My vagina pulses rhythmically, like the longest orgasm I'd ever had or could imagine. I can feel the egg inside me, inside Alicia, travelling.
Rob is enjoying this too; we're sharing this pleasure with him, and he of course is anxious to get into my body. His egg travels through my womb without touching it. The pleasure is intensifying. I look at the clock, somehow; it's been an hour already and I can't belive it. The egg presses against my own sphincter: I can feel its bulge through the walls of Alicia's sex, waiting for permission.
Alicia, at this moment, feels just a hint of regret. For her, this really is goodbye to Rob, at least in the physical sense: he's been inside her for so long!
Alicia and I lock eyes. We count down. My sphincter opens a bit more. Pressure builds up. Finally, Alicia opens the tip of her ovipositor inside me. We can feel the egg peek out of the slit: it's shiny, smooth, white, very slippery, insanely precious. It slowly slips free of Alicia. Then all the fluid that Alicia's built up follows it, filling my chamber and safely cushioning Rob's egg.
Rob is anxious to start "talking" to me, but this isn't over yet. I work with Alicia to slowly back the tip of her organ out of my fertilization chamber without losing track of the egg or any of her fluids. With that done, the chamber closes, sealed shut, and a different hormone releases that will allow the blood to return to Alicia's body and her ovipositor to shrink so she can begin removing it from me. That process takes another ten minutes at least.
When it's done, Casey, reading my thoughts, looks at the clock. One hour, forty-four minutes. The best one hundred and four minutes that I've ever had in a row.