Wrong Again
Posted by Lucky 10 years ago
Thanks to you all for being so understanding of my decision.
Unfortunately for me, I may have been a little premature with what I thought was a relationship that was working out well. I've managed to make a mess of things, as I am known to do. So as of right now I'm kind of in limbo. All bets are off, so I figure one of the most therapeutic activities for me is producing vore stuff again.
That coupled with me getting out of Afghanistan alive and trying to return to some semblance of normalcy before getting back into the USA... this seems like the logical course of action. So I'll be hanging out at least a little longer. If there's something you'd like to see me work on, let me know here. Otherwise I'll probably just be working on an interactive story called "A Book of Filth".
Thanks again, sorry I'm crazy.
Posted by Osiri 10 years ago Report
never apologies for trying to improve your life. it's great that your back (for us at least) but i'm sorry to hear that you're in limbo over this
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Posted by Paraffine 10 years ago Report
Oh, man, I hoped never to see that journal
((((
Don't apologize to us, you've never done anything wrong to us (or at least, I speak for my self). I just hope, that everything works out at the end and that you will find your way again. Sorry, that I don't have much more to say to comfort.
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Posted by Baz 10 years ago Report
All I want, Lucky old chap, is for you to be happy with who you are. Anything else, including this wonderful community we've got here, is secondary. I've always been telling you to be true to who YOU are - whoever the smeg that is. That's all the big man upstairs wants from you, really.
There's a great quote from Star Trek that I think fits here:
"The first duty of every Starfleet officer is to the truth, whether it's scientific truth or historical truth or personal truth!"
I know you're not a Starfleet officer, but I think those words still hold true for everyone. It's a lesson I learnt the hard way; I spent about 10 years hating who I was, because I wasn't true to myself, and it showed - I pushed people away because I hated myself for not being true to myself, even though I didn't know it at the time.
Am I making any sense? I hope so.
If you want to talk about anything, drop me a PM hun
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Posted by Humbug 10 years ago Report
I'm sorry to hear it didn't work out. If you were the sole cause, so be it; learn from your mistake. However, usually it takes two to tango, so try not to place all the blame on yourself. Obviously I don't know what happened, but I do encourage you to look at it from both sides. Self-blame is only good insofar as it is accurate and useful. Otherwise you're guilty about something you shouldn't be. I know this because I blamed myself 100% for the longest time when I failed as a middle school teacher, but I've since come to realize that it wasn't just my fault and that there was a lack of support from my peers and administration. It took a lot of the weight off my shoulders and helped me learn what I actually did wrong so I could fix it later. I suggest you look at your situation similarly to make sure you're not shouldering an undue burden.
But yeah man. Hope your tour in Afghanistan ends soon and without event. We're rootin' for ya.
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Posted by justanothermeal 10 years ago Report
Afghanistan? so you are in the military? thanks for serving. I am a former airman, myself.
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Posted by Drazelleverse 10 years ago Report
We all get crazy sometimes. I'm glad you caught on before you burned the bridges completely, though, Clover. I would have missed your terribly. *hugs tight*
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Posted by VixieMoondew 10 years ago Report
Welcome back! (Again!) I've kept your spot on the couch warm for you.
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Posted by kidclef 10 years ago Report
Sorry to hear things didn't work out. I know what it's like for a relationship to end like that; it's nobody's' fault sometimes these things just happen. Just remember that you're always welcome here whatever your final decision may be.
We got your back, bro. : )
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Posted by ChristyRai 10 years ago Report
Really sorry to hear your relationship did'nt work out :<
I'm really happy to know you are out of afghanistan and back home. :>
<3
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Posted by haloronin 10 years ago Report
lucky your a pretty boss person, dont think of your self as inlimbo your just trying ot find your special person.
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Posted by Kanosint 10 years ago Report
Don't worry, for me, you'll always be welcome :3
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Posted by Gelus 10 years ago Report
Ouch, sorry man. It's good to see you again but frankly I honestly hoped I never would because that would mean more happiness for you. As much as I like having you around, I'd rather you find something for your heart than something for mine. I just hope that returning to normalcy goes well and you're at least not too torn up by the situation change.
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Posted by Nornico 10 years ago Report
All least you did what you could, and that's all that matters. You survived, that's what's important, and your time for that one person that means something to you will come back around, and maybe it'll be for real
I'm glad you're back... also, since you asked, I'm a fan of Family Shake-Up if you had plans to continue that 
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Posted by temporos 10 years ago Report
Damn. Sorry to hear about your relationship going south.
That always sucks. If it's any consolation, we'll always be happy to see you here. 
Good to have you back, even if only temporarily.
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Posted by marader4 10 years ago Report
Sorry to here about the relationship issues, if things somehow patch up all the better, if not best of luck next time around
As for limbo, hope you figure things out.
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Posted by Cilis 10 years ago Report
You did some crazy, dangerous, amazing stuff. Don't hang up your personal worth on anything but your faith and yourself. The right kind of person for you will find you.
Story wise, bro < Sis, since it seems almost done.
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Posted by Jahan 10 years ago Report
You don't need to apologize for being crazy-we're all mad here.
As for everything else, it appears I must post what I often post when I come to these threads: What Humbug said. It may very well not be you! Or it may be that communicating styles are different, which isn't necessarily *anyone's* fault. I''ll keep my fingers crossed for you, both in finding love, and in getting home safe. Be well, friend!
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Posted by dragonfred 10 years ago Report
Hope things go well!
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