Brushing the dust off.

Posted by biohazard 7 years ago

 

Hey, yeah, welcome to my blog 2.0 less cringe edition. Now, I feel I should talk about a few things and explain a few things to the whole two watchers I have. Not that I am complaining or nothing!

Frankly, I set this stuff up when I first joined and let's be honest, I was an excited little idiot in a very big pond. 18 at the time and barely able to form a coherent sentence. To give you an idea, this was 2011 we are talking. Or 2012? I don't know.

Long story short really. I decided to revise and remove the cringe and stupid I inflicted on this site and on my profile. I have come back 'hopefully' wiser and perhaps a bit more experienced.

There was a lot of stupid mistakes in the past I have made here and I by no means intend to brush them off or forget they ever happened. So, yeah, a few people I messed around, and I am sure plenty more I have given headaches too.

Now, I am not gonna promise anything, I may or may not post full rps that might be of interest to read. Or have new stories all in all. This all depends. My motivation comes and goes and with university now, I kinda don't have time.

That being said, I feel my writing ability has improved MASSIVELY over the course of the years, to give you an idea and a chuckle at just how fucking awful I was. This is an RP post I have made in 2011 with someone, I have left the other players post out and ONLY included mine for reasons of not being a dick. ( she smiles and kisses him deeply pulling him on top of her.....holding him close ) Yep, I was that.

( Now here is one taken from recently ( Oh that seemed to not sit well with ______, he seemed to stand up, correcting himself. He snorted, his nostrils flared. "Now now, I would advise against that tone. Least a few things get upset" he warned, "Now, how about we revise some of the facts hm? I neither confirmed or denied what you were after. Nor have I made ANY indication that I wanted carnal pleasures from either of you. I hardly know of the 'expectations' set for me, but I can tell you I hardly care. It's not my problem. Now that THAT is out of the way, how about I look at your problem hm? because I feel there is a misunderstanding between us. You come to me, dragging me from the ground to see about transforming you or granting an opportunity to change things." he cleared his throat "What I want to understand is what you intend to DO to influence this 'change'. Talk your way through? use my little tricks? all smoke and mirrors. you know as well as I once people see through them it doesn't work. That's how it goes for you. Violence? now now, what happens when a violent entity enforces a way? rebellion. Demand respect? hardly earned. Doesn't seem room for options there now does it? Now let's look bigger, what happens when you get this sort of change? How many people will have to be convinced? how many fates will come undone? what influences alter through this action? What you are asking is for an influence which will effect many. And please don't tell me you are under any illusion that there will not be a consequence for such actions? Trust me, you don't want them. There are far worse things than one thinks of you know. Heck, even I didn't know the definition of a personal hell... and now I do" He paced around her. "Now dear, DO we have a better understanding? is ANY of my words starting to sink in? I am not out for pleasure, I am trying to stop you from doing something you will regret." ) Not the best example considering it has far more talking in it than action or vore but you get the idea.

That's quite the change isn't it? and sure sure, the post may not be up to everyones cup of tea. I am not trying to say that the first post is shit for everyone. Heck some may even like that sorta thing but personally I feel I could have done better yeah? right, now that is out of the way the last little part is that I have messed a few around in back in that time and it was VERY unprofessional of me. So, I will hopefully right those wrongs and get things back in order. so yeah

TL, DR I came on, went out of my depth. didn't realize what I was getting into. Now less of a stupid shit. Subjectively