venting, suggestions welcome
Posted by Ursa 6 years ago
i really want to eat someone. i'm quite tired fucking paper all the time, but text roleplays really get me down, they cause me so much stress it's not worth it. still figuring out what to do.
i hate text roleplays because
a) they are too long and I get distracted all the time
b) i'm not much into literature writing
c) I still feel bad for my English, so i spend a lot of time checking on grammar, which usually becomes more important than the rp itself
d) i feel generally ashamed of what I'm writing to another person, not only because of the grammar, but also because it's fetish-related, and i'm constantly worried not to write something that might upset the other person or will be misunderstood
e) describing the look of the chars or the setting really makes me want to start screaming and running in circles because I CAN FUCKING DRAW IT, WHY THE HELL DO I NEED TO WRITE IT
f) i don't trust people in general. i'm trying to be more open writing shitty blogs like this one, but i start to suspect that it doesn't work that way
peck
Posted by GreenEyesDarkHeart 6 years ago Report
I enjoyed our text roleplay I thought you did great
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Posted by Ursa 6 years ago Report
i was less anxious back then. much, much less anxioous.
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Posted by GreenEyesDarkHeart 6 years ago Report
I too struggle badly with anxiety so I feel your pain. It's horrible, especially when it reaches the breaking point.
I am more than happy to speak with you. About vore or anything you want to vent about. But only on YOUR terms. I don't push people to do or say anything.
I've been around here for awhile and have followed you for what feels like eternity and I don't like to think you're struggling. I am here if you ever need me.
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