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Not even sure about my self-worth anymore...

Posted by Zeeza 4 years ago

 

long story short: I've noticed a LOT of things wrong with what I do and with what I say to people IRL. I talk too much, say inappropriate things, become desperate for recognition, etc.

It's that negative self-worth that causes me to make awful decisions on accident, which cause me to have lower self-worth, and it repeats over and over again...

I just wish someone could give me a step-by-step tutorial on how they improved their drive and confidence and gained some self-worth. Why does everyone just say "try harder" or "do better" or "don't look at the negatives"...? I learn through specific details more than using my own brain to piece things together, so vague answers do almost literally nothing to help.

Sorry... I just feel like if I don't rant, I'll end up having a mid-life crisis at the age of 23. Just wish I had some sort of drive to finish my book(s) that I'm working on to become an author, or finish Patreon Rewards within a week like I should...
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Thefoxcyan

Posted by Thefoxcyan 4 years ago Report

Life can be hard at times, yeah

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Cimche

Posted by Cimche 4 years ago Report

I’m not really sure what to say to help you, I wish I had the answer myself. Best I could say is have fun with the things that you are doing? But idk that advise seems basic.

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Zeeza

Posted by Zeeza 4 years ago Report

"Cimche" wrote:
I’m not really sure what to say to help you, I wish I had the answer myself. Best I could say is have fun with the things that you are doing? But idk that advise seems basic.

I've heard it before, but it helps a lot more to have a friend say it. Thank you :)

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Zeeza

Posted by Zeeza 4 years ago Report

"Thefoxcyan" wrote:
Life can be hard at times, yeah

Really rough sometimes

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Randomman29

Posted by Randomman29 4 years ago Report

What you need to do is something I don't is spend a day with your favorite music and the computer to help get ideas down.

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Zeeza

Posted by Zeeza 4 years ago Report

"Randomman29" wrote:
What you need to do is something I don't is spend a day with your favorite music and the computer to help get ideas down.

My problem is that all I do is listen to music and play games in my spare time

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LeoVeo

Posted by LeoVeo 4 years ago Report

"Zeeza" wrote:
"Randomman29" wrote:
What you need to do is something I don't is spend a day with your favorite music and the computer to help get ideas down.

My problem is that all I do is listen to music and play games in my spare time


I end up getting so dissatisfied with games that I start to write. I also am juggling a few different fan fictions and writing.com stories. I find it easy to write a smutty interactive chapter sometimes to feel a little productive when I can’t write a big chapter.

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Zeeza

Posted by Zeeza 4 years ago Report

"LeoVeo" wrote:
"Zeeza" wrote:
"Randomman29" wrote:
What you need to do is something I don't is spend a day with your favorite music and the computer to help get ideas down.

My problem is that all I do is listen to music and play games in my spare time


I end up getting so dissatisfied with games that I start to write. I also am juggling a few different fan fictions and writing.com stories. I find it easy to write a smutty interactive chapter sometimes to feel a little productive when I can’t write a big chapter.

Sounds interesting. I might try that out, thank you

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