I know I haven't been active here, but I haven't really been doing any vore art lately. I was doing other art elsewhere, but due to recent breakdowns again lately, I've declared my usual indefinite hiatus.
My work, despite my reservations, is staying. I myself will just be vanishing, as any joy I could get from posting my work has just been continually eroded away over the years. Not that I'll ever stop doing art, that I still absolutely enjoy. But attempting to be in the public internet eye and continually struggling is something I'm just not getting anything beneficial from anymore.
I saw internet art sharing as a community, a way to finally fit in and have people of similar interests close. But apart from maybe the first year or so of posting fandom stuff, I just never felt like anything. I kept continually feeling like a failure and a burden. And these last few years have been a huge pain on my mind and heart. I've been a huge pain to others. So for now, this is my hopefully peaceful farewell. Thanks for what good memories I have, you guys.
Posted by Robotdocter 3 years ago Report
well this has been a sad past year or so in regards to artists leaving.
while i am sad that you might not come back, i am glad that you are keeping your stuff up at least.
i hope you find something you enjoy doing, even if that means you dont return, i do hope you return but if it costs your enjoyment, it wont be worth it in my opinion.
whatever you decide to do, i hope that you make the most of it :)
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Posted by dokudoku 3 years ago Report
If this really is your final post, know that this was a choice you made by your own discretion and that's perfectly fine. Some people are not able to handle the social anxiety that sharing art brings. I will say however that I have seen your art get love, support and affection beyond what most other users on this site would dream of getting.
You may not believe it, but you are loved and the amount of views comments and responses you've gotten are testaments to that. However, it has been my experience that people will believe what they want to believe. Your emotions are as real as the very keyboard you used to express them. To deny them is to deny yourself and the only thing that you can do is try to express and deal with them in a constructive way.
Really, I can only say good luck. I hope the ultimate goal of what you seek from art bears fruit and that you find what you are looking for.
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Posted by Mage24365 3 years ago Report
You've never been a burden.
You're a great person and do excellent work.
I do sincerely hope to see you again.
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Posted by Bright 3 years ago Report
Wish you the best in your future endeavors..
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Posted by joeburp22181 3 years ago Report
Cheers mate! Safety to you and yours! Good fortunes!
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Posted by Groblek 3 years ago Report
Best wishes, and be well. I hope you do eventually wander back here, since I’ve enjoyed your work and found inspiration for my own in it. But do what’s best for you, and take care of yourself.
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Posted by GingerSnaps 3 years ago Report
Im sorry you've had such a negative experience with sharing your art online. If you think leaving is the best for youre mental well being then im glad you leaving then though. I hope the future is brighter for ya!
and thank you for not wiping your gallery ! youve been an influence of my style and i adore your art so glad it isnt going anywhere
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Posted by Kevinben01 3 years ago Report
Even great artist needs breaks
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Posted by Straxacore 3 years ago Report
I hope whatever path you take you start to feel better soon. Be good :)
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Posted by AlluringPredation 3 years ago Report
It was nice having you in our discord for as long as you were there, it was sad then to see you vanish, and once more now.
Looking through every mention of you in our server showed overwhelming positivity towards you. I just want to leave you with that as a bit of solace, and wish you well in the future.
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Posted by Kimbunny 3 years ago Report
I only just discovered your art for the first time today, so I'm really sad to see you go. I really love so much you've posted in your gallery!
Still, I really hope you find yourself in a better place hun <3
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