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Updates, 2 Weeks til BDay, Death in the Family

Posted by Aesir 1 year ago

 

So if you follow my Twitter ( https://twitter.com/AesirNSFW ), you get much more constant updates about what's going on, usually minor stuff I don't feel like making full blogs about. Same with joining the Subscribestar's Discord ( https://subscribestar.adult/aesir ) since I obviously talk pretty openly there. Alright, adverts over.

So like this month will feel pretty sparse because last month a debt collection agency fucked me over pretty badly, so I had to do numerous big side things to make extra cash to just get through the month, including 2 10 hours. It left very little time to work on other stuff, despite numerous sketches and plans, and I apologize for that. Trust me, I had at -least- 3 full Maid pics planned, 2 with multiple versions/stages (The two that didn't get done were a disgracing sex scene and one I was trying to decide between a blowjob-into-CV sequence or a fun hidden-under-dress AV set with multiple prey.) I'm being very candid about this cause I genuinely feel bad about it, both feeling like I let fans down, and also it just sucks that those ideas never happened cause of bullshit. I try to do at least 3 to 4 illustrated pics a month if I can. (You guys don't see all of it cause atm I -only- post vore on Eka's, despite being told people would be fine with me posting other stuff. I just feel like it's a vore platform, so vore is what should go here.) The second pic I did last month isn't vore, so it'll be on Twitter and Pixiv, but not here.

In other news, this month also got p fucked up. This is kinda heavy, so content warning for like...Gun violence, death. Skip the next paragraph if it'll upset you, that's not my goal, I just wanna be transparent about the current situation I'm struggling to work through.

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Last friday my Uncle was shot and killed in the city. I found out on Saturday and this was, obviously, a pretty big shock. I won't get too much into details, but I will say said Uncle was literally the only extended family who had ever taken an interest in me, personally. Like, he shared in my interests a lot when I was a kid, introduced me to DnD, showed me how to paint minis, played video games, etc. So ya, I'm pretty shook up. It's hard to explain because like...You always hear about this stuff, right? Murders, gun violence...But it's so surreal when it's someone you know. Family. My head and my thoughts have been so scattered...I am trying to work because I don't want to just sit here and be sad, I want to be productive. And I'm doing my best. I really am. I'm still streaming cause honestly, Chat usually finds ways to cheer me up, make me laugh, whether they mean to or not. It helps me focus.
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In lighter news, it's 2 weeks til my birthday. July 6th. As with previous years, we will have a big free request stream on that day as a way to trick all of you into spending time with a lonely guy on his birthday lol. My plans for the birthday month is basically just do some extra self indulgent shit. I may do more request-like things with the Discord or Twitter as a result.

I'm nearly done a pretty big vore pic that took a lot of time, and I hope you all will like it. I got another pic done earlier in the month but, again, not vore, so. I would like to get a third done before the end of the month, also vore. Current plan is either AV or CV, but the Discord seems to be leaning heavily toward wanting CV. We'll see.

That's all I feel I need to update for now. Sorry about the virtual silence you all get, but the blog system isn't great for quick, snappy updates. I'll update again if something big happens, or I feel I need to.

-Aesir
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OffBeatPrey

Posted by OffBeatPrey 1 year ago Report

I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't even begin to imagine what that feels like. I hope you do okay, and are still able to enjoy your birthday.

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ouphe

Posted by ouphe 1 year ago Report

I'm sorry :(

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Varysoir

Posted by Varysoir 1 year ago Report

am very sorry

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Ilove

Posted by Ilove 1 year ago Report

I'm not only sorry for your loss, I'm sorry I haven't stuck around your social sites or streams lately. I lost someone dear to me not long ago, but it wasn't in such a violent way. I hope you the best, it's unfortunately all I can wish for. Count me in on that stream on July the6th. Cause I wanna spend my time watching one of the most talented and "lonely" guy do what he likes and makes him happy.

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JackSpades

Posted by JackSpades 1 year ago Report

Sending a hug your way :(

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PuritySpring

Posted by PuritySpring 1 year ago Report

I'm sorry to hear that... Wishing you nothing but the best, for what it's worth. We're here for you!

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CMvoreroom

Posted by CMvoreroom 1 year ago Report

My condolences for your loss. It doesn't feel real when something like this happens, I should know, i've just gone through a loss of my own. But it's better to keep on going then to let it get you down. Best of luck.

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klatuk4u

Posted by klatuk4u 1 year ago Report

Sorry to hear, and I pray you will have time to stop and grieve. We will be waiting when you feel better. I hope your birthday brings you some joy at least.

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Joreeves

Posted by Joreeves 1 year ago Report

You have nothing to apologize to us for. I completely understand and feel your pain. I lost my brother a year ago in a similar situation and, like you, he was my main inspiration for everything. The feeling of numbness will leave. Life will get back on track. Stay strong! We are here for you! Please take all the time you need!

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Facility0

Posted by Facility0 1 year ago Report

If you ever feel taking a break, don't worry! You should for your health, if you think you need it.

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SlickDratini

Posted by SlickDratini 1 year ago Report

That's a horrid piece of news, I think it's very sad that such pain has to arrive when you're already going through some rough times in life. Please take your time getting everything back in order, and take refuge in your chat and your work when you can. We all support you in all things, no matter what.

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AnvilHead

Posted by AnvilHead 1 year ago Report

It's hard to imagine what you're going through, everyone experiences loss in their own way, I have lost several people in my life and know it hurts more than anything, all you need more than anything is time, and nobody should pressure you no matter how inconsiderate they are. Just take your time and make time to mourn and remember happier times.

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ChrisW

Posted by ChrisW 1 year ago Report

So sorry to hear about your loss. I know its hard, but I hope things will get better..

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Bright

Posted by Bright 1 year ago Report

Sorry to hear about your loss.

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Mech__Warrior

Posted by Mech__Warrior 1 year ago Report

I know the feeling of loss rather personally, Aesir. It is such a surreal feeling because you always have that thought 'Can't happen to me'. Take care of yourself.

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