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So...These been a lack of content on this Page, this platform, for a while now. I get that.
Things...have been troubling...to say the least. I don't feel the drive that I used to; seeing certain disgusting art pieces makes me feel uncomfortable and disgusted with myself because I almost went down that same road, and if it wasn't for that wake-up call....I could've gone or become something worse...
I had... another wake-up call, but this time from someone better than me. They weren't mad, just curious as to why. And...I gave them an honest answer. I felt sick to my stomach and guilt that I'm not proud of from the past verion of me, and what they did to make current me feel this way. To be reminded of the person I almost became.
I'm tired. Worried, scared, guilty, and just... disappointed in myself...I don't know if...I want to keep doing this anymore...to be in a place that rears the darkest parts of you in broad daylight.
I love art, but this type of art is...........uncomfortable. I might still try to...be here, but I don't know how long it will last. I'm gonna delete the remainder of my owl house post.
I don't want this to be my Identity.
Please...If anyone knows a place or website that does SFW content, let me know. This may sound like I'm a coward; I might actually think so, but I wanna write something good and safe before I kick the bucket at some random point in my life. I want to have meaning for once.
I'm sorry to bother you all with a sad person's meaningless cries. I wish you all safety...and goodnight.
Things...have been troubling...to say the least. I don't feel the drive that I used to; seeing certain disgusting art pieces makes me feel uncomfortable and disgusted with myself because I almost went down that same road, and if it wasn't for that wake-up call....I could've gone or become something worse...
I had... another wake-up call, but this time from someone better than me. They weren't mad, just curious as to why. And...I gave them an honest answer. I felt sick to my stomach and guilt that I'm not proud of from the past verion of me, and what they did to make current me feel this way. To be reminded of the person I almost became.
I'm tired. Worried, scared, guilty, and just... disappointed in myself...I don't know if...I want to keep doing this anymore...to be in a place that rears the darkest parts of you in broad daylight.
I love art, but this type of art is...........uncomfortable. I might still try to...be here, but I don't know how long it will last. I'm gonna delete the remainder of my owl house post.
I don't want this to be my Identity.
Please...If anyone knows a place or website that does SFW content, let me know. This may sound like I'm a coward; I might actually think so, but I wanna write something good and safe before I kick the bucket at some random point in my life. I want to have meaning for once.
I'm sorry to bother you all with a sad person's meaningless cries. I wish you all safety...and goodnight.
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Posted by SussyNSFW 3 days ago Report
sfw? hmm, aside from stuff like instagran or twitter im not really sure of any specific place tbh
Posted by Knightrider43 3 days ago Report
Yeah...it was a complicated question to ask. I might try posting stuff on Newgrounds if they let me post stories or something.
I... might still post here, but I'm not really sure.
Posted by Curiousmonkeydude 2 days ago Report
Stuff like that can happen. Still, I greatly enjoyed the conversations we had!
Posted by Knightrider43 2 days ago Report
Thanks. While we rarely talk, it was still nice to talk with you and everyone who was nice enough to give me a chance.