A short update to kinda let others know my feelings.
literally 3 days after just coming from my vacation, my car was starting to act up before flat out just being unable to drive. come to find out, the Transmition is dead....... yay the fucking timing...... welp that means being out a car, and i need that so time to use up all my saving to get a new car.........
so yeah, just not been great. going to try and keep trucking and going to try to stream tonight to be better, but been in a rather down slope and needing to not let this kill my goodness. so prepare for me to try and do my best to art the pain away.