As of this writing, it is November 21, 12:17 AM where I live. I meant to post this blog on the 19th when I joined. Then on the 20th when I forgot. I'm 17 minutes too late. But now, I've been here for just a year, but over a year. I'm not going to talk about vore or anything because TBH I don't come here so much for that anymore, as I do for the community here. If there's two things I see posted about here, it's vore and how much life gets you down. I've looked at much more of the latter.

I don't claim to have a perfect life, hell I personally am very dissatisfied with mine. But I don't ever talk about it here (and rarely elsewhere) because I don't want the attention from it. Moreso, actually you know what, I'm not even going to write what I was going to say; I don't...
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Well, there's been several data-loss blogs here recently, and now I finally get to post my own.

You see, I used to dual boot between Ubuntu and XP. Then I installed Vista to try it out and it overwrote the XP bootloader. I uninstalled Vista pretty quickly after I tried it out a few weeks ago but today I finally decided to try to get that Vista bootloader out of here (because it would ask if I wanted Vista or XP which there is no reason for that question anymore). I tried a fixmbr and fixboot in the windows recovery console. I thought fixboot was supposed to reinstall the bootloader, but apparently I was wrong; fixboot must be the command to blow up your partition tables.

Now, it's been several months since my last backup. I was going to do one either this...
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I tore another phone book in half. Actually, since my first video, I've torn several in half, but only now found one I'll put on the INTERNET (also, prior to that first video on youtube I tore several in half). You see, my goal is to do it in one clean rip, like a sheet of paper; not have to wrestle with it.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=iffQioooLsM

The phonebook featured in the video was put in the recycle bin.
The other 3 attempts of tonight are in a big mess on the floor to remind me of what happens when you don't do something right the first time.
http://img148.imageshack.us/img148/5477/48883729hw4.jpg

Well my . But I kept sending out applications to places like spam and got a couple jobs. Both began today.

One is working at my college in the book store at the electronics area. I get paid to stand there for 4 hours and when someone walks by, ask if they need help finding anything, and if so, help them. Just today I had a few people ask me several questions that made no sense. And then I was helping this gal for a while and someone else came by and made a stink right by us and it smelled so bad I really had to give it my all not to gag. Otherwise I get to sucker people into buying things like Norton Internet Security if they're not...
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I got a call yesterday from my temp agency and they said there was a full time position available at an ice cream plant for the next 5 days, from 2pm to 10:30pm, possibly till 11 though. I only want part time but jumped at the chance (seeing as I've never had a job before) and said yes. In 7 hours, I will call the temp agency back and say no, I quit.

I showed up at 2 today and so began the next 9 1/2 hours that made me question if I had finally killed myself and was in purgatory. The first thing was to change into the white clothing everyone was wearing so I looked like a basket case. Of course being a temp, they're not going to order me my own clothing. So, I went into the locker room and found someone's pants that fit, and Brent's shirt. I don't know who Brent is, but I...
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Mini-blog: This is the 3rd time I try to post this. The first time, I accidently hit the Esc key, clearing out all the text, when I went to hit the spellcheck button and hit a link instead. Then, I guess I hit the Esc key too many times and it logged me out, so it wouldn't let me post when I hit post. However, that time I had copied it all to clibpoard before posting.

Valve has recently decided to update the pics on their Steam storefront page for their 1998 hit Half-Life. Or maybe they just wanted an excuse to give away free games. So, they held a community contest and let people send them pics. Of course when I found out that there would be a PRIZE, I...
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Just how fucking awful does a smell have to be to wake someone up at night?

Normally, I put the cats out of the house before I go to bed so they can go to the bathroom at night. Last night, the cat hid in my room and got locked in. At 3 in the morning, I woke up to the worst smell I've ever smelt. I immediately made a b-line right for the door to escape, the cat dashed out too. I put the cat out, hoping to hell it was just a really bad cat fart, I could smell it again as I approached my room from the hall. I walk in to my room, and came to the conclusion that the portal to Hell was located inside my cat's bowels. An odor this bad can only mean that he let out some sludge but I was upset cause now I wouldn't be able to sleep in my room. I held my breath and was able to dart...
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From myself!
When I was at the end of 8th grade in 2002 (so 13 years old), we were to write a letter to ourselfs and the teacher would mail them after we graduated high school in 4 years. Last year when I graudated, I expected it to show up but it never did.
Maybe the teacher assumed I would get held back a year or something though, as I just got that letter today.

Here is a transcript (maybe you couldn't read my writing if I posted a pic), spelling errors intact.


Written June 12, 2002, at 9:09 AM, in Mr.Ciesielski's Block.

June 2006.

Taste of the Past
It is the end of 8th grade...
We can't wait be cause in two days another sumer begins. You may find this part stupid – Ronald McDonald has a...
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Well, I finally used over 40GB of HDD space. What the hell could be taking up so much?

For 5 or 6 years, I shared a family computer that only had a 40GB HDD, and it never once filled up. I don't know how that could be, because I had a ton of things saved, and ripped a lot of music to high bitrate files. And my family saved stuff too, and their own programs. I also had a bunch of programs installed as well. Never filled up though.

Now, I got my own computer and got a 160GB HDD because it was of best value. I've had it since September. I've been very very minamal about what I save, too. Instead of transferring over everything, I went through My Documents and took only what I thought was neccisary, and sorted everything out almost to the OCD level. There's only...
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Well there's been a lot of things I've done that may have been minor in the grand scheme of things, but there's still a lot of things I wish I wouldn't have done. While today is the first day of the rest of my life, the ones that came before it still count because they got me to where I am today. My parents have suggested I see a life counselor many times, and I didn't want to, but maybe I should. I'll have to think about it; I'm sure they could help me live my life how I want to.

Now, that being said, I'd like to apologize to everyone who's found me to be an obnoxious prick! I'm going to see what I can do to change my attitude.

For reference on "turning over a new leaf", see Fig. A.

Fig. A
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