HEY there everyone! I know I dont post here often and I apologize! However, a VERY good friend of mine is gaining condfidence in her abilities! She's a FANTASTIC artist and I'm going to help spread the word of her talents! Shes needs help and I'm gonna do everything I can to help her! SO! If you need any art, vorish or not, please go contact her! Shes very nice and she will do her absolute BEST to give you a quality picture! Seriously, this girl will stay up all night making sure its perfect. Go send her some love! Tell her Lilly sent ya! <3

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Hello everyone who has been worrying about me. I am back with a small update! My hours havnt changed. Still random, still long and still exhausting. I wont be able to buy a comission for a while because Jean had a tooth pulled and we pretty much share the income. He has several more appointments with the dentist as well. I havnt been on due to the fact that i have been working, relaxing and then looking for apartments with Jean since my schooing is at an end now. Ummm.... other then that i am alive and well. Love you all!
~Lilly <3

Well, here is a new update on life!

So, I will make it official now since everyone seems to know now. Jean and I have started to date again. He has moved in with me and we both work... ALOT. I work about 10-11 hours now instead of 6-7 so my feet are KILLING me. I get out of work absolutely sore and exhausted so if you see me on and i worked, chances are i can talk but not do a REALLY long rp. Hope yall understand. In other news, My psych classes are really well, I feel better then ever and no sign of sarah for a LONG time. Well.. thats about all. I love you all. <3

~Lilly

Hello everyone! I am just typing to let you know i am ok. My classes are well, my life is ok and my job has me working at odd hours now. Nothing is consistant and I dont know when or if they will be fixed. I havnt been on alot because most of my time has been taken up by everything around me so far. I will try to get on every once in awhile. The Lushi wont disappear forever so keep an eye out for me. Sorry about not being on alot.

~xoxo
Lilly

Ok... well hello everyone. I know alot of you havnt seen me for a few days. There is a good reason for this. Jean is staying with me now. Just until he leaves for Florida again. He forced me to go to a special doctor. Psycological crap. However... it works. I have gone twice already and i am feeling better and better everytime. It will be awhile before completely cured but i feel better. My cast is off so.. YAY! I still expect not to get soooooo many whispers. I enjoyed the short waiting period. And now, well i feel its best if i get on mostly at night. Give me the day to work, school and then mingle with people. So i will mostly be on at night.

Ok so here is an update on my life. I did go on a date yesterday with a girl who i have kinda crushed on. It was a simple date where we had dinner and then went to her dorm room and played Halo while talking about various movies. It was nice. No kissing, no asking for sex and no forward advances. It felt like a genuine date. We have a second one planned for next weekend. Still kinda skeptical though.... Anyway, my cast comes off on saturday and my hand has been aching ALOT. Feels like i have a knife in my hand alot which somewhat concerns me. I have had extra shifts at work so i am making alittle more money and my meds for my hand are surpressing my sexual drive. :/ They also make me sleepy. Thats it so far.... I do have a school project due at the end of August and my birthday is on the...
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My computer keeps disconnecting from my net again... but it seems to happen when i am in the chatrooms.... maybe they are slowing down my net or something, idk. But i will mostly be talking here now... and my yahoo when i decide to get back on that. It lags my computer... :/

Ever have just the strongest need to be absolutely dominated? To be owned, told what you can and cant do, forced to do things and yet have a loving relationship with your master/mistress? Yea.... I need that now. T.T

Today was a good day. I had a good day at work, got home and was taken out to lunch by a bunch of friends. Went to an arcade and played some laser tag with my friends and when i got home? I decided to order a pizza, no dishes tonight. My date is moved to saturday but its ok, that works better anyway. <3

To everyone who was talking to me in the chatrooms! I am sorry! I did dishes and found my internet went out which DC'd me. I wont be back on tonight because my hand is sore and i want it to heal fast so for tonight i will be offline. ^^