I just kind of flew off of the handle, faced a lot of pressure from good ol' mom, realizing that I just blew $510 on three classes for tuition, getting the feeling my whole plan wasn't going to happen, being sick, and all sorts of other shit going on in my life just caused me to crack. I needed to let it all out seems how I can store quite a bit of that before it just frustrates me and drives me into insanity. Now that I got rid of all of it, all I can say is that I just need an extended break from here, shut my parents up and stop living with only $1000 to spend.
I'm going to bed.