caught a cold, depressed, still arguing with my partner (we stopped seeing each other two months ago and have been arguing since then),
the good things that are happening rn is my science studies and the fact i might finally get therapy i need. i have this tuesday scheduled for meeting with my potential psychotherapist and my potential psychiatrist.
i also have to remove my tonsils because they may become septic soon and they aren't doing me any good since i had that terrible pneumonia i was hospitalized with eight years ago. also i need to remove three teeth, it feels a bit sad to part with so many things that were in my mouth my whole life. i just hope it will be worth it and my condition will improve after all these manipulations.

the sad thing with my partner...
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Wtf is vore day anyway?
hello i'm not very social on eka's portal

getting drunk in the morning is something i can't describe

Original FA entry http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8715732/

monochrome slots
40$
1-2 characters, background included
example
1. taken
2. xinjinmeng

Flat color slots
45$
1-2 characters, no background
example
1. Calimari
2.
3.
4.
5.

Full color slots
75$
1-2 characters, background included
example
1.

Comic page slots
100$
5-8 frames, flat...
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Original FA entry http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8687644/

I'm open for b&w, flat colored, shaded and comic commissions this month
comment here, or note me, or send me a telegram message @UrsaeRigor

Monochrome inked (digital)
40$
this price includes 1-2 characters and a background if needed
example https://aryion.com/g4/view/376788
slots open:
1. GreenEyesDarkHeart

Flat color
45$
this price includes 1-2 characters, no background
example ...
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original FA entry http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8664128/
commissions available for now:

45$ flat colors
- one or two characters
- simple background
example https://aryion.com/g4/view/441418
slots:
1. dredge123
2. karps
3. GreenEyesDarkHeart
4. GreenEyesDarkHeart
5.

75$ fully shaded
- one or two characters
- complex background
example https://aryion.com/g4/view/364963
slots:
1. GreenEyesDarkHeart

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two deals for ya'll:
1. 25$ commissions involving horses. you can have a flat-colored piece with a simple bg for 25$ only but the character needs to be an anthro or feral equine creature. donkeys, zebras, unicorns, ponies (including mlp) and other horse-alike creatures are welcome. you can add a non-equine character for another 25$ but if your main intent isn't a horse you should go for a usual commission price for what you need.
here are some examples of the things i did on FA for this deal:
sfw donkey gal
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i really want to eat someone. i'm quite tired fucking paper all the time, but text roleplays really get me down, they cause me so much stress it's not worth it. still figuring out what to do.

i hate text roleplays because
a) they are too long and I get distracted all the time
b) i'm not much into literature writing
c) I still feel bad for my English, so i spend a lot of time checking on grammar, which usually becomes more important than the rp itself
d) i feel generally ashamed of what I'm writing to another person, not only because of the grammar, but also because it's fetish-related, and i'm constantly worried not to write something that might upset the other person or will be misunderstood
e) describing the look of the chars or the setting...
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i opened commissions on FA but it's going kinda slow, and i really need money so i'm ready for pretty much anything mah duds

TOS and prices here

available slots:

sketches
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.

inks (digital)
1. RESERVED ON FA
2. RESERVED ON FA
3.
4.
5.

pencil sketch comic (1-3 pages per slot)
1.
2.

i'm so stupid i had permissions set to pretty much nobody but me for more than a year because i was depressed and forgot where the permissions were edited.
so hello there i can write shit now, and not just that but you can also read it and reply to it, wow, such technology, much future.

since you're reading this, i have a question - what do you think of my stuff? do you have any questions you wanted to ask, but never had a chance?
i'll try to answer to as many replies as possible, maybe even all. i need some answering practice. my social behaviour became quite terrible lately because i live in a cave at the bottom of the sea.