You wondering why I left? Read below:
Ekas has turned itself into a vile pit of pedophilia and it saddens me to see this. When I first came here, the underage slider was a myth. People were happy and cuddling each other. They were so friendly, I fell in love with the atmosphere. However, recently, this all has changed.
More and more of the site has turned into child predators. It's being defended because "to each their own". I want to enlighten those that read this what it's like to live in fear of these people. This is what happens to the children that find their way on here and end up in sexual situations.
When I was 3, I was molested by my step father. It continued until I was 6. I attempted suicide at age 11. By age 13, I was wondering sites such as this one in search of something to help me understand a craving I had. I roleplayed with men over 25 and I was only 13! By age 14, I was addicted to pornography. Image a child telling their friends they can't come out and play because they were too tired from staying up the night before to watch porn while their parents slept.
When I was 15, I started cutting. I couldn't get the memories out of my head of a closet that I hid in when I was younger. I cried every night. I was lonely because I couldn't tell people what had happened to me. When I was 16, I attempted suicide again. I continued to cut myself. I would go to school with 100+ cuts on my arms and legs. I started dating a girl.
When my parents found out, I had to tell them what happened to me. I went in for help shortly after that, but let me tell you something: Nothing about my past arouses me. It makes me sick and I still have to go shower in hot water and scrub my skin until it almost bleeds.
There are more people out there like me and we're on this site. We don't want to relive those memories, but everytime we log on here for release of stress, it's all we find. We see people playing as child predators and it sickens us. We try to tolerate it, but we can't. Be forewarned that this site is about to go south because of one freakin' slider.
I hope those that can make a difference do so for the wounded furs out there. We all have a story, but not all of us have a happy one. For those of us that have been raped, molested, traded for a fix and so on, please find it in your heart to fight this decision and help make this site safe for us again.
Much love to you all and stay strong.
