Despite being strongminded and responsible, there are urges within you to lose your controll completely, so far that you allow yourselve to be preyed on by somone else? Or do you just enjoy the thrill of fighting for your life?
You most likely would be a strong young man, someone of a rather imposing stature, who surely will be admired by the boys and other young men.
You perhaps are one to sacrifice yourself for others?
Is that you?