Again, I'm asleep once more with a time unknown when I can wake up. These fantasies they implanted into my thoughts to subdue me were meager and weak as all these material things they throw at me means nothing if I'm stuck in a tube!. All I can do is curl up in a corner and stare into the infinity of my mind, wondering where can I go to an who will help me?. But I knew no one was there to save me this time. I try to look at myself and seen nothing like I was dead and was just a soul floating around here. I really want to kill myself so badly...
Days in my dreams felt like a decade of time for me with the dream never changing at all. Nothing but despair awaits me in this dream and I'm better off if I die right here!. I know you can die in your dreams and I'll do anything to achieve it!.
Suddenly, I was punched right in the stomach and sent flying into someones' arms. I was in some form of pain but it felt so comfortable to lay here but, who caught me?. As I look up at my savior, I only seen something that looks like a new breed of animal. I assume it was a female by her 'assets' she had on her chest (so bigger than mine...). I shook my head once and studied her form. She had long rabbit like ears, a muzzle like a canine, eyes looking like my own eyes, big paws that wraps around my belly, a tail that wrapped around my legs and seen how toned her legs were. An if it didn't get even stranger, she pulled me close and curled up in a ball.
I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. A few tears came out but all I can feel is her cheek rubbing against me. "No need to cry like that, your not alone in this world. I'm with you all the way. I know how much you want to go back but right now, there's no return for the both of us." She said in a very calm voice. She sounded very much like a motherly person errr being. I respond back to her. "Who are you and why do you say that?"
She uncurls herself from around my body and smiles "Don't you know, you are me as I am you Amber." She says before I felt her rubbing over my belly. "I see so...I really am not human anymore, am I?" I respond in a low tone, feeling like my chances to return to a normal life has vanished...
