before I start I am not suicidal. Though my school life and I have been in dark moments that I wanted to end my life because of being bullied and seeing many family members die because of cancer but what stopped me is my family and people that care but... I remember a friend that committed suicide and died because of that and it hurt me quite badly. Its kind of one of those things that I don't talk about but I think it is a fear that the Suicide rates are going to skyrocket because of certain point of view if you will.