I have 7 secrets, 12 sub secrets, 44 mini secrets and I have 479 rules... Its a pretty complex system...
My secrets are numbered by how bad they are in my point of view
7 and 6 is Macrophilia and Vorarephilia, and most of you already know how big a burden those are and 5 is that I'm schizophrenic... I don't really want to say what the other 4 are but if you look at the other 3 you can imagine how bad these must be... The entire point of this blog is just to blow off a little steam...
There is literally NO ONE I can talk to about this stuff, the two Psycologists I see once in a while even think I'm fucktup! And they just know about the paranoia and the voices/visions... I hate myself... I just wish it was a dream and I'll wake up any second now...