I’m just over here crafting lore as an over complicated way of explaining the constant design changes of my OC’s. You know, like one does.

So...just as I start being all artsy again the unthinkable happens. I smashed my poor samsung tablet. It's face is now a complex spiderweb of glass cracks. It is still kind of usable but my partner is worried I a m going to shred my fingers.

The end, right?

NO! I have decided in a fit of vision to not only replace my equipment, but defect to the other side. I bought an iPad a apple pencil and procreate. So let's see how learning a brand new program goes. Hopefully ADHD brain will keep up and not just get distracted by games or some such.

Anyway, if any artist have procreate pointers I'm all big fluffy ears.

Last year I had a melt down. I suppose one could call it a mid life crisis. I hated everything that was going on in the world and everything I was doing. I was at odds with my identity, my sexuality, my everything.


A lot sort of snowballed at once. I caught covid, the leaders of my country(ahmericuh) decided women's rights were not important and cancelled rights to some serious care, I taken advantage of by some real predatory(not the vore kind) people, and my values and identity sort of fell apart. I questioned my sexuality. I felt horrible because while I wasn't finding myself attracted to people physically I was drawn to the most bizarre and dark fantasies. In a world where actual women and men were being hurt and harmed for other's sick pleasure, how could I justify...
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