I know my spelling and grammer, lack even in the years from my frist story.
Although this blog entry isn't to cover, or belate that one point. This one comes on burst idea's i've come across, more presicely when the hit or just poped up. It's was almost five years to the day my last story came to me, and yes i'm working on four or five more one is almost done two and three is still in rough thought four and five, still in very rough ideas. Yet looking though them even the one the last one reawoken my spunk for writting, wile working on what i hope to be a actual book. Though like most decent writers i find the passion, for writing for those ive often writen for before, even if theirs no one offering pointers where, i could get better that aside i'd still crank a story out every day...
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i know their are people out their that has it worser then I, but then again i now people who say they have iot worst off. but they don't have it any where near where i am at, i was going back over some of my old files and found the MEatloaf video to Objects in the Rearveiw mirror. it got me thinking where my life whent wrong somthing must have happend for i recall nothing, of any part of my childhood all i can recall is my Dreams, well parts of them, i'm no sentmentalist by no meeans its just i allways wondered why made me to sapress that of my life. but then again i just as happy not knowing my mind split on two sides, fills as if one side knows but it isn't telling the other i could care less turely but some times i guess its allways better to wonder then get the andswer we are looking...
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Gone like the candile that burnt down to the wick gone to the shadows i stand Not in this world but a long side it i watch silently like the spector witch haunts a world of beauty speaking not a word i watch and let people by
i can care less when they say love to many times have i fallen in just to have my hart dashed to dust and scatered to the four winds so i say to the speak not love to me peak not lies that push apart if thy don't whant they should allways be wellcome to say hi


Pain is what people whant any more so i say scew them and turn to my self they whant to bring up the shattered past

that wich hurts the meomeorys of a happy day but thanks to thosearound i have no more let them have it they can take the pain with in or can...
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lol i know their comes a time in place where every one asked them self why they are a Voreaphilla somes finds their Andswer quickly others find their andswers Slowly i have asked my self that question a hundred tmes maybe and never came up with a andswer

yeah heres my though if ya like to call it that but its realy pomes that i write when horbly borde...........



I know that i must stand and face my demons alone, that i stand alone with only my honor. I'll stand with my blade at my side, to Beat my demon's, I will fight for i am alone and shall remain that way, for my ture love is my blade, my sysmbol is my Battle Rent banner, and my only ture mistress is the blade.