So I just got out of my Film production 1 class and I gotta say, film school isn't all it's cracked up to be. I have a lot of good ideas for movies and I try my hardest to make them, but my production 1 professor doesn't see my ideas as good enough. All of my friends and even the class TA, Brian, thinks that I have some good concepts for an amateur, but some "expert" thinks that I'm not artistic enough. You know what?! Artsy shit like he shows us is all experimental film and that's not me! I'm an entertainer and a story teller. I was put on this earth to make people smile and relax. But since I'm not "artsy enough" I'm really going to have to fight to get a grade in a class that deals with material that doesn't interest me! Jesus Christ, who cares if I don't think that a jar of mayo...
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It's about 9:31 am CST, March 1st 2007 and I'm living in Southern Illinois. Well we're about to get pounded by some serious storms. The sky's looking ominous, dark and foreboding. So right now I'm settling in to hide from it here in my dorm room, but I'm dreading that I have to go out in it to cross campus at 1 pm CST.

This is simply a follow up to my previous blog entry. I'm almost done with all my work and it's 6 and a half hours until my sands run dry (aka: Time for class at 8 am CST) I'm typing away and I worry slightly that the paper won't get done. Yet strangely, I'm calm and soothed. It's like I know I'm facing horrid events (a massive test) yet I feel indifferent and cool. Anyone else ever felt like this?

As a few of you know, I am a film student. That's right, a furry filmmaker. Anyway, as it stands now, I have about 14 hours to write a 2 page character analysis, study up on 57 different film terms, and read portions of the screenplay of Pan's Labyrinth. I've just shipped off some film to be processed and still have so much more to do. Just someone hug me and make me feel better.

So I'm looking at Futurama clips on YouTube and I start watching the episode where Fry finds his fossilized dog. When that ending scene came up, I was in tears, just sniffing and crying. Any Futurama fan knows what I'm talking about and just for reference, here's the clip.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=akf-H0OVpLA


P.S. If you watch this and don't cry, you have no soul.

-Jason

So I know I've started bitching about stuff lately and decided that I've got something new. So far I've covered, typos, underage users in adult MMORPG scenarios and challenged a belief system. But this is a continuation of my problem with myspace. Okay so I stated that many of its useres are problematic with their spelling, but this goes deeper. I'm sure any of you with a profile on myspace get a truckload of friend requests from all of these webcam girls/guys. Am I right? It seems to that it's gotten to the point that whenever I see new friend requests, they almost all get deleted by me because they're just bloody useless! I say we inject ourselves with hormones, fuck them all silly, then gorge on their bodies! Muahahahaha!!
But seriously, I'm getting sick of all these junk...
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So there I was, surfing the web and opened up my Myspace. I saw that I had a new message so I clicked it. Below is the message, completely unaltered. Now I know some people make typos, but when I read this, my dictionary hopped off my desk and committed Hara-kiri with my letter opener.

hiya how is you?!? I am doin good ;-* i likd yewr pics n just wantd to send yew a messag and say wat up! so if yew think I am kute messag me back ;-*

Well there is a message on the main boards that has gotten me interested. It was the question asking if you ever felt dirty about you interest in vore. Well now I have my own theory and decided to share it with all of you. Now this is something I have pondered for a long time. I've looked at and researched a number of religions and each has their own beliefs of heaven and hell, yet each one denounces all others. But the beliefs are strong enough so that all followers of a specific religion believe they are going to that conception of heaven. Now apparently this dooms all atheists and agnostics to hell, right? Personally, I do not affiliate myself with a religion as I find beliefs on such a scale to be dangerous. But I do believe in the soul of a person. Everyone has their own personality,...
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So welcome to this ferret's little piece of turf here on Eka's. As it says on my signature, I'm an active role player on Furcadia. Personally I love Furcadia because of all the reach and quick response it offers. Now while I love it to death, it's not without its flaws. It offers users a plethora of opportunities to live out their fetishes in a (mostly) welcoming community. But my main beef with it is that ANYBODY can access Furcadia, including the adults only section! Now as long as they leave me alone, I'm fine, but for Pete's sake I was being hit on by a 13 year old. I'M 2 MONTHS OFF FROM BEING 20! Now Eka's Portal doesn't seem to have this problem which is a welcome retreat from being bombarded by messages asking me some 4 line question without a single period! So if any of you ever...
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