Went to the doctor today... not cancerous lumps but otherwise have no idea what it is..
gonna get blood tests done on friday..

also discovered i weigh nearly 300 pounds.. >.>
my healthy weight for my height is 150..

there are no gyms around here.. <.<;
and i need to deal with this issue before i can start any strenuous exercises..

feel much less stressed but i wish i could have gotten it fixed today.. its so uncomfortable..

-Raven

My stomach has swollen and bloated.. its very uncomfortable and I have firm flesh everywhere..
I feel full all the time even though I had not eaten for well over 24hours..
its far too numerous and large to ALL be cancerous lumps... but I also have no other ideas...

I'm terrified and distraught and supremely stressed..

I'm expecting a call today/tomorrow from a medical professional..
I'm so... so scared..

- Raven

over the last few days i've been struggling with a sudden case of very poor blood circulation in my right arm that has since spread to my left and both legs. my right leg has always had issues (always a little swollen) but now sometimes my legs are full numb.. poor grip strength and slight tingles abounds in my arms/hands and my already poor sleep schedule has been severely impacted... on top of that my wisdom teeth (top right AND top left) have started to make themselves known... no pain but a consistent pressure that makes the sides of my head very uncomfortable..
ALSO i've picked up a muscular anomaly where when i stand up for more than 10 seconds the areas above my hips on my back start to swell up.. it hurt at first but now it just makes it uncomfy to stand..

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*collapse*

ugh...

I'm baack..
I have a full redesign of Katie to show off.. maybe some celebration fanart?

but it'll have to wait for me to gather all the pictures...which will be difficult @.@;

but i'll be kinda sorta maybe possibly around now so.. say hi~

- Raven

~Game accounts~
3DS: 1993-8414-3923
Xbox 360: Ravenxeo
Steam: Ravenxeo
Playstation account: Ravenxeo
Wii U : Ravenxeo

First appointment was a success but they want a second one to 'fix the cause of the problem'
...why they didn't do so sooner i dont know.
this time we'll need the £45 by September 15th
not alot of time..but the sooner we get it the sooner Vic can get an appointment,
any amount of help will......help.
especially since we pay our bills this week and only get paid once more before then.
we either pay the full amount and starve or dont pay and Vicky continues to suffer. though the pain has certainly died down since the check.

If you wish to donate then please do so at my Paypal.
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~Game accounts~
3DS: 1993-8414-3923
Xbox 360: Ravenxeo
Steam: Ravenxeo
Playstation account: Ravenxeo
Wii U : Ravenxeo

So, i'll keep it brief;
my girlfriend has been having horrific 'makes you cry and keeps you up at night' gum pain over the last week and a half. She went to the dentist a few days ago and was told to fix it would require £45 with the possibility of a second appointment costing just as much. It takes every bit of money we have to pay bills and buy food and we only have about 2 months to save up before they close her 'care claim' and force her to have another check up appointment which may cost us aswell and it'd take almost twice that amount of time to save up for even the first appointment in the first place...which boils...
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~Game accounts~
3DS: 1993-8414-3923
Xbox 360: Ravenxeo
Steam: Ravenxeo
Playstation account: Ravenxeo
Wii U : Ravenxeo

its past midnight so today is my birthday.
I'm 29
and severely feeling the uselessness of my life.

yay me.

boy i love depression.

- Raven

Paypal: [email protected]

~Love You All~

~Game accounts~
3DS: 1993-8414-3923
Xbox 360: Ravenxeo
Steam: Ravenxeo
Playstation account: Ravenxeo
Wii U : Ravenxeo

My birthday lands next Monday on the 28th.
I'll be 29 Y.Y

So..
If you wanna get me something there's the time frame?
dont expect anything but thought i'd throw it out there.
See you then i guess :p

- Raven

Paypal: [email protected]

~Love You All~

~Game accounts~
3DS: 1993-8414-3923
Xbox 360: Ravenxeo
Steam: Ravenxeo
Playstation account: Ravenxeo
Wii U : Ravenxeo

I've put off mentioning this for a while..
Our water bill went up, our council tax went up, our gas and electricity went up..
We have entered a temporary nosedive and are now out of food for the next couple of weeks.
we are in desperate need of help. anything that can buy us more than bread and mayonnaise to eat...
whatever you can spare.. please.

- Raven

Paypal: [email protected]

~Love You All~

~Game accounts~
3DS: 1993-8414-3923
Xbox 360: Ravenxeo
Steam: Ravenxeo
Playstation account: Ravenxeo
Wii U : Ravenxeo

Had to buy insomnia medicine last week using my spare monies.
This week I ran low on food, heating AND painkillers just in time to twist my ankle.
i dont get paid for another 2 weeks and my job prospects are still awful.
No one wants an insomniac on the tills... no one wants a man working with kids.. what was that about male privilege again?
UUGGHH i'm so physically exhausted but not in a... 'sleep' way. Such BS..
I just wanna curl up and melt but thats not how bodies work.
Also apparently I've started having 'stress related asthma attacks'.
...yaaaay...
Still got that ingrown toenail...
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