......... I I I don't even know where to begin. It's agony, absolutely agonizing. How did I get here? Where did I go wrong? .... I'm writing this as tears are streaming down my face and my heart's feels like it's been ripped out, stomped on shoved back into my chest. why does this happen? Why didn't I see it coming?! Why didn't she tell me! I could have fixed it!!! We were amazing, she called me treasure. She called me Precious. Heh, she nicknamed me after her favorite candy bar, (KitKat). I called her "Angel" because she was like a gift from the heavens. I tried to give her everything, but it wasn't enough. It's never enough, is it? It's never enough ;/ . Three years. Three years and she just flung me aside like trash. I'm not heartbroken, I'm shattered.

Hey folks,...
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Realization strikes and I recognize that I can't bring my dreams to life all by myself

... I feel like... I feel like a stranger in my own skin. My world has just been shattered

Rest in Power to the Queen of Rock 'N' Roll

Hey everyone happy holidays, I need to say this, I don't know why I think people will care, but getting it out has helped me out alot since yesterday. The reason for my lack of stories is due to my intense battle with soul crushing depression. Things are a mess in my life right now. Won't go into details but my family and I got evicted and we're currently "in-between" houses, living in a hotel. Fucking sucks and it's better than a homeless shelter, but that doesn't change the reality that we're just a stone throw away from being truly homeless. Added to that, I hate my job, which is the only reason I can afford the hotel, food and other necessities. Losing my truck in October didn't help either. Again, I don't know why I'm telling this, I don't like speaking on my personal life...
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Hello everyone happy October, hope everyone is doing well, listen I know I've stated my feelings about commissions in my bio, buuttt I'm starting to be more open-minded about it. However, there is a major speed bump that may prevent this. I don't want to use PayPal anymore! At all! I don't know know if this only applies to certain countries, but PayPal has announced they're fining you $2,500 for "spreading misinformation". So I think I'm done with PayPal forever. Recent events aren't my only grievance with PayPal. Some time ago, they locked my account and refused to let me access my money. I'm not the only one that's been a victim of this, there were tons of threads on Reddit of PayPal holding funds hostage for 180 days.

Should I wish to accept more commissions in...
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Anndddd someone's dog was about to die! Yep, you heard me. For back context my neighbors three doors down have had a crazy pitbull for the past 2 months. The dog is visually aggressive to everyone but his owners and the stupid pieces of trash that own him keep him in the FRONT yard of their house on a very THIN Leash!!!!! Not to mention they've left him outside in 100° weather!

And in my area of the world, city ordinances don't play about dangerous dog breeds. We said that we wouldn't do anything until the bastard appeared in our back yard, AND he just did!!! I was trying to work out and my uncle told me he was back there. I grabbed my rifle but he ran away before I could fire. Now I have two SMALL dogs! They CANNOT stand against a pitbull!!!! Our next door neighbor's dog...
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Yo, cherish your parents man. Seriously, I don't care what they did to make you mad when you were a rebellious teenager. I don't care if you think they're old and lame. I don't care if you thought they were too strict to you. You literally wouldn't be here without them. They may not have been perfect , but they did their best and that's what counts.


Please, allow me to give some context before you think I'm preaching and lecturing, baselessly. I... I just got off the phone with a good friend, whose a few decades olders than me and has two grown children that just treat him like an afterthought, like a piece of disposable garbage. I've been worried about him for the past few weeks. He just called me and he was in tears about his health is failing and his kids basically...
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I can now see the appeal of smart doorbells. I do believe someone just had plans of trying to rob or kidnap me. Sorry, wrong person to mess with! Y'all stay safe out there!