People change, don't they.

2 years ago, I struggled with self image problems and doubt that lasted all my life. I questioned my skill as a writer and a person in general, that the outside world would question my thoughts, my morals, my sexual perverted this, and find me disgusting for some reason.

Young adults, am I right? So obsessed with being loved by every single person that they can't allow themselves to fully embrace what they want, what they are. Sure, I may be a rauncy, lazy, foolish stoner nerd boy with a mental condition that'll instantly label me as uninformed, incapable, and weak.

late 20s young adults that drive themselves to banks and important locations, cleans everything in their home to comfortable levels, and has the skills to fend...
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With grotesquek bird head! Is horrible!






Imma be moar active now.

I keep struggling with myself. The times I do feel like doing something, I am in pain, or I'm busy, but all the other times I don't really feel like I can do anything I need to put a lot of thought or focus on... so I don't know what to do.

Should I just take another long break... or struggle with myself until I either give up or overcome myself?

Why?

I've been dealing with this for far too long. Why does everyone I try to contact... never respond? Does the way I say words not appeal to you? Does my name turn you off? Are you all the same person making multiple accounts just to taunt me with RP seeking pages with things I may want and never respond out of spite?

I will never understand sentient life.

But... ech, I'm going to try something... just... something good. I don't know if I'll find anything, but I'll try looking for people to play with again. I'm shy as heck, and not the best, judging from how many people don't even respond anymore... but I'll try.

ECH






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Translation 2: 私はちょうど私が好きなものが表示されるかどうかを確認するためにこのサイトを使用します...これはまれです

Translation 3: I'm just a lurker now.

You heard it right, again I am going through mental issues. Why this happens, I don't know, but I lost all drive for putting effort into stuff, including RP, but at least I have a reason for RP. If no one is there for you, or even wants to play, why bother?

I envy the days where I could be entertained with almost nothing. Screw adulthood, children don't realize how good they have it. At least they can afford to feel like doing nothing.

You read that right! I am taking cheap writing commissions! If you like human vore and/or gayness... consider checking me out if you want!

Not as serious as I used to, but still, I will try and play here!

Not going to be as dominant as normal, but hey, it could be fun to meet new people!

This is not due to depression or anything, I still perfectly mentally healthy! It's just... my tastes are changing.

I am starting to loose interest in this site, everything from the art, to general RP here, to even the community, it's just becoming... not my thing. I do not like female preds, and that makes me feel isolated, and not really eager to talk to people here, due to the common idea that female preds are good, and males ones are not. Heck, I've even talked to someone who actively hated male preds and m-pred art. Our talk did not last long, at all.

Sorry, but I'm going to focus on my YouTube channel from now on! I'll still play with my friends, but for now, I'm going to hang out at places that don't fetishize extreme femdom and death of males.