when your internet goes out for almost a week because your isp is a good company who is good at their services and u spend a not-insubstantial amount of time making picrews on your phone of your stupid vore characters and try to tell yourself its NOT going to lead to using these as refs for commissions because you only make good decisions with your money all the time always
so did i NEED to write another 9 goddamn pages of nonsense before getting to the Point ? no
is it cathartic for me and i dont care? yes
do i still want one (1) crumb of attention for it when i get it posted? also yes
possibly need to write a continuation, due to who i am as a person. tragic outcome, was hoping i had freed myself from being an unpleasant little goblin, please send condolences
fellas is it gay to enter a fugue state when you're snowed in and write 7000 words of what is undoubtably fetish content but youve never written anything but regular fanfic so it feels like youve made a very nice chair but you dont know how to cut wood into chair materials so you used feathers and loose change instead and youre not really that sure its gonna hold up to being actually used but you like the chair so you're keeping it in the house and showing it to people
is that like gay do you think
i dont know how long it takes to get upload permissions
