It doesn't feel the same as it felt when I first went ahead and made an account here. I've lost that initial spark that made me overlook the flaws. I don't think I want to be associated with vore or this site anymore, at least publicly. Everything just hurts to think about. I'm sorry.

so. 100k views combined on all of my posts here. came faster than I was prepared for, honestly.
it makes me happy that people care about my characters, be it in my more usual scenarios or what I post here.
while I do hope people won't associate them with my works here as much, I am aware of the inevitable and at maximum I hope people will have the basic decency to keep that stuff away from what I post on my main alias. at max, I might make a joke or an implication here and there, but not the stuff I keep for this alias specifically.
thank you again for being interested in mono and ren... and the traveller, I guess. here's to more posts about those freaks from me and anyone else who'll draw mono and ren having the time of their lives on a constant basis :)

Still probably gonna lower the quantity of stuff here, but in general I feel a lot better than when I was writing the 90k post.
hell. fuckin. yeah.

I've been losing motivation. Anyway, thank you for checking my stuff regardless.

been feeling off lately given what I've seen slide unmoderated in certain adult spaces I'm in + this site, which naturally causes me to be demotivated to even make vore art. I should probably take breaks off the internet sometimes. and focus on my game more.

edit: not even 3 minutes after this I stumble upon someone I thought I managed to get to NOT do the stuff that worries me still doing said stuff. does it look like I want to be associated with these people.

8 is the funny vore number!! so 80k is pretty... heh. large. thank you as usual. planning to change those posts to 50k intervals once I hit 100k.
regarding life, I've been feeling better. getting better at self control as usual. probably gonna lower the voreposting as I begin working properly on my game, but will probably still post a plenty.

welp. it arrived. the year I plan to release About Mono in.
all I wish is that my interests will not conflict with people's perceptions of the game, and while it isn't a fetish game, I hope those often interested in my art here will still give it a try to learn more about Mono outside of. well. what you usually see specifically here.

happy new year.

might write something proper here later but woah thanks ya

due to personal worries regarding the possibility of my adult works mashing with my plans for the future, including my upcoming game, I have a new alias for specifically NSFW content. for those curious, this used to be cyanvlower. a one-letter change ended up not really being a good idea for my adult alias. you can still call me cyan, though :3

its that time of the whenever again, thanks a fuckton for 60k views. really proud to see people enjoying my two fuckin dipshits and their (mostly non-canon) intense loving language.
that being said, I need to probably uh. clear my favorites tab a bit. some artists I used to fav the posts of ended up posting l*li shit (note: not the short adult kind, the morally bad kind) and if you think I support that, haha! fuck no. I have issues in general with certain artstyles and figuring out too late that the artist in question is into bad shit anyway, need to deal with that too really but I'm getting better at it.
anyway yeah! 60k views! let's shoot for 70k! maybe I'll finally draw more than just three characters 8)

update: cleared them out! and found out that one of them...
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