Good evening,

I have come to a decision in regards to my most Divine Love's incomplete artwork. While She had many fine works that can be viewed here as completed there are many more that are left unfinished. My True Goddess has a folder full of art in the format of unfinished line works, incomplete colored works, or some in a stage of formulation.

After some matter of debate with my Mistress Caitlyn and a few close friends I will begin to share some of Her unfinished art here on Her G4 account. The idea is for all to see the love and effort she placed into every work. I am not gifted to write in the same way that She was so I would not be able to express the ideas as She would have. However I will share what I remember were Her thoughts and feelings behind each...
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For those who follow my most truest love's worlds and art I am sorry it has taken so long for me to speak. It is important that it be said however. There are some who must be told as well and to you I am sorry for my silence.

Many years ago now, some very few may remember that my most beautiful and glorious love, Erin Deltoro, also known as Serivel Lumari, the artist of this account and writer, had been hospitalized for the removal of a tumor in her head. After a breif coma and recovery she returned home safely. She had been required to make periotic checks to make sure there was no return or new mass growth ever sense.

Fearing that it may have effected how others may interact or respond to her my love chose that we should not tell others such information. Towards...
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Ever felt different any not known how to make the transition?

Work and home and- mostly school, really, has kept me from doing serious updates- as well as a couple commissions/gift arts I really wanna tackle. Most of it kinky, but some not. Have a pretty girl to draw. But I'm also starting accept that I feel... different. Ever just sitting there and think about what you're doing and feel... off? Like it's not really... you... anymore?

I mean, not the kinky shit. I'm going to be a smut artist forever. I love drawing and writing it. If I could, I'd bank on it. But... I sit here, across from my fursona, and we're kinda... I don't know... estranged? I don't know if we're doing what we want anymore. I've not done a lot of vore art for a while and it's taxing to try...
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Alright, over a month into rehab, it's officially labeled as a total 15% loss of mobility. Which means I've been practicing drawing almost every day sense I was told I could, and I shall return!! SOON, I might add!! I have a beautiful return drawing that I've been working on for 2 weeks already- mostly because shoulder pain hurts and line art's kinda a bitch right now. Still, I can't wait to get it up. :3 It'll be so pretty!!

That shit hurts! XD

Alright, my shoulder sucks, I have almost two months of rehab to look forward to and they're already estimating a 20% loss in mobility- but this isn't the end, damnit!! X( I've not tried to draw yet, but I'm going to. It'll be a train wreck, I think, but it'll be a sexy train wreck. I will do this, and I will post again, and damnit, it's going to work.

I could post now, but honestly, it's mostly just text files full of world data with no imagery or vore or... well, it's like a D&D world page. How magic works and trade details and all that shit. Honestly, I don't think it's something to post here. Maybe on FA, but not here. Still, I WILL draw again!! >.<

Hey, all. I survived! Kinda...

So, I'm in too much pain to sleep. Can only type with my left hand atm. Should be able to get back to at least typing with both hands come Monday, but not before. Quick copy-past from a pair of Discord convo's I've had to save some hand work...

"So, check this bullshit out- Over 40 stitches, and the cross-eyed fucktard who was putting my shoulder back together cut one of the undamaged tendons and some of the muscle tissue by accident, extending my recovery time and rehab my over a month... Cross-eyed fuckin' nit wit... Doc said the extra damage shouldn't hurt my chances at good recovery, though- so that's good."

"Also, I learned me and morphine aren't good bed pals. XD First two days I was on a heavy drip-...
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Surgery's set, and the official date's been pinned down for Nov 4th! I've wrapped up almost everything I wanted to draw on a personal level- minus one or two things I might tackle. But for now, I'm going to shift gears and get to being creative! My shoulder might be screaming pain from the drawing, but my hands are still good. I'm going to focus on writing up some things, starting with a couple ugly smutty series. :3

I've been wanting to do a bunch of shorts for a "Tales of Agledish" project for a while, and I've finally got started. Finished 3 out of 4 of my first set, and I think I'm going to start posting them weekly or bi-weekly based on how well I can keep up writing. I'll post the first installment of Tales of Agledish, "Clearing the Docks Pt1" when...
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*sighs* So, I've been putting this off for a while, but I mine as well get it out of the way. A little over a week ago, my doc took a look at how my shoulder was healing.... and hit me with a Sunday copy of the NYT. ' And I deserved it, because I've not been letting my arm rest. I'm required to clean at work and I'm a stubborn bitch who wants to do my job. But... of course... I'm regretting it now.

After all the scans and x-rays and pokes and prods, my doctor told me that it's not going to heal properly if I let it go like it is- meaning it'll likely hurt forever-, or... I can get surgery on it, which would fix the pain, but I'd loose between 5-35% of the movement...
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Alright, so, when we have stop-issues for artwork, I notice it seems to come in pairs.

My mate is fine, thank the gods and spirits, so we're good there. But now my right shoulder's fucked up and I *MIGHT* need surgery on it. I'm not allowed to draw, according to my doctor- an' I got shit I wanna/need to do!! I have a 5 piece set for a REALLY nice lady who's been kind enough to put up with my delays. X( I get tired of getting on a drawing roll, then having stuff come up. Does this happen to everyone, or is it just me? Probably everyone, right??
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This is... a really not so great update...

I'm stepping away from art and all that again, but at least there's a good reason for it. Over the 4th of July holiday, my partner- the RL Adrisa, my honey bunny- was very severely hurt and is going to be bed-ridden for a while. She's home now after spending a night in the hospital, and the doc says she'll be fine, but.... I'm going out of my head scared still. So.... for the time being, all... pretty much everything... is on hold. I don't know for how long, either. So, at least I got some stuff up, right? But... yeah. For now, everything's on side line...

For those who may have spoken to her over the chat here, or on Skype or Discord... please... give her your thoughts. Thoughts, energy, good vibes- whatever you feel......
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