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An update on how lifes going. Posted 1 year ago
Hey everyone, long time no see, I want to make this post on my EKA's and FA to give a status update on how my situation is. 2 years ago I was at an extremely low place mentally and I was struggling living in a household that had me constantly on the edge. but I have some great news! so I was able to secure a job so now im making a consistent income! which after getting use to the job after a year its been a huge life changer. ive rekindled my love for drawing again and I have been making vore art and have not been posting it.

one of the things that bothered me was me wanting to draw some of the things I liked and my biggest issue was not being able to say no to commissions or art for others. and while i do enjoy the extra cash from time to time its not the main reason I wanted...
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Mental illness + update for whats going on Posted 2 years ago
Things in my life are really not going great for me right now. If I seem slow to respond to messages or not respond at all Ive been dealing with a lot of family dysfunction and have just been trying to survive. Ive been on edge the past couple of months because of living in an environment where I don't want to be up during the day because I fear of getting yelled at or setting my dad off. If I miss step he threatens homelessness sets me into fight or flight mode because ever since the age of 8 weave had to move from house to house because we couldn't afford anything and knowing I cant support myself unless working nonstop has made me absolutely misrible. all this stress has made me fall back into really bad habbits. I use to be the kind of person who would use drugs everysingle day and I...
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Experiencing Burnout Posted 3 years ago
Unfortunately the past few weeks have been rather rough. I over pushed myself and now I have run out of motivation to work on stuff. I was pushing myself but formed an energy drink addiction as long as a vyvanse dependence where Id drink at least 1-2 energy drinks as well as my vyvanse which ended up being really bad for my heart and started developing chest pains and numbness in my left arm. so Ive been titraiting but the withdrawals have been horrible, ive been only able to stay awake for 10-11 hours for the day and just to tired to sit down and work for more than an hour. Im taking a few days off commissions to try and recoup my brain and hopefully feel a lot better mentally. luckily I haven't accepted any money for any future commissions in case things like this start to happen but if...
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Closing my commissions for now ^^ Posted 3 years ago
Hey everyone ^^ just to let you know ill be temporarily closing commissions so I can catch up with my current que and when I finish up everything Ill be starting on a fresh slot. if you have gotten a commission slot before this post don't worry your still on track for me to draw you something. I just got to my February estimate slot so Im about a month behind my estimated schedule. since im back in school forgot how much work and time it can take sometimes. with will still do what I can to get to everyone and then after that's done I will open them back up with a visual price sheet. my goal is to try and finish everything at least late april to early may
Sorry for the mass upload! Posted 3 years ago
I had a lot of art backed up and decided to upload it all at once instead of wait. was kinda lazy on uploading commissions. I'll try not to do that again and actually try and post stuff on time lol.