I'm just posting this nothing else

I'm not in a good place right now. The past few months have made me different than I was before. I had "quirks" that made me happy, I was unaware the past few months have been noticed by my family rather me to notice.


I've been taking blood pressure tablets, on a weight cheek every month, looking after my mom making sure she's happy, though I'm not happy, I've don't have a comfort zone like I did at my place before I've moved too mom's. My sister and her partner are trying to find a place where we all have to be together somewhere 100 miles north where we are. That is the most stressful thing ever.


Sometimes the Internet helps (mostly cat videos or something funny), sometimes it dose. What...
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I'm not posting art here anymore

Is anyone accepting requests that I can ask for?

I'm been at mum's since my house is been decorated and waiting for furniture and carpets, I haven't been drawing for a long while and most of my works are on a memory stick.

i starting to think of not uploading here any more.

people are not commenting as much and faving a lot more, Eka's portal has not improved over the years. i know some folks go insane when a site has changed (like DA and FA for example), I'm not those people, i just get used to the new lay out.

i feel there's less people on here than it was before, though i could be wrong and they are busy with Real life and stuff.

i see how this place goes after the next few weeks or months, if nothing improves i'll stop uploading here for good.

sorry for this depressing blog, i just want to throw some thoughts down.

Thank you for the birthday messages

it's my birthday today

39 years old

i'm going on a well deserved holiday (im going at the time i post this journal), it be with mum and one of her dogs, izzy. I'm going to a cottage, im hoping there is internet there. i'll be back on the 25th which is my birthday.

hi all, i know its been a while posting a journal but i still like to update folks on what's going on.


2021 was a half a fun year for me, mostly the UK been on lockdown from late 2020 till middle of the year. the new variant of the virus was a little scary though. i hd undergo a diet since september so far it's slow going.

what's new in 2022? well in march I'm going on holiday at a cottage near a the sea, yeah it's the same place i was going to last year but it was cancelled due to the lockdown. hopfully it wont be cancelled this time.


for the rest of the year i don't know, couch trips? a hotel in my fave seaside town? not sure to be honest, i will post a status update.


this month is a month of rest for me, i will...
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is it still worth posting my art here or not?

there's been a lack in comments again and i feel its not worth posting stuff here

Thank you very much for the birthday messages and gifts