So terribly hungry… I can’t remember the last time I ate… I feel as though I’ve been stumbling through the dark, lost and alone in these dark streets…


Drool flows from my mouth as I smell food nearby. How I wish my senses would stop lying to me. Everything is too dark to see, my body bruised and sore from plowing or falling over obstructions.


When I first awoke, I smelled rich, succulent

My guts growled as I stared at the spinning ventilation fan, my stupid body calling out to be fed. I’ve been ignoring it for over two and a half months now, I’ve started slipping into dazes more often now.


I’m just a monster, a waste of space, a waste of food, a waste of love. Growing up, I didn’t do anything right, I wasn’t good or successful like my siblings, I just ate up time and resources the others should have had.