A familiar flood of mixed emotions screamed silently in Ty’s mind as he took shaky steps toward Lola’s house. The 18-year-old paused for a moment to enjoy the feeling; he found himself remembering this same feeling at a pool party years ago, the first time he found himself flirting with that girl in the pink bikini, somehow feeling that he shouldn’t keep talking, that this wouldn’t end well, while also desperately wanting to move a little closer to her, then a little clos