On my down time between helping rebuild some things I've not had much time to really commit to anything but doodles and chatting here and there.. did quite a few of these a week or so a go largely inspired by replies I got and such.

This particular doodle is from a "C.O.C" themed D&D campaign I sorta stumbled into being the DM for reasons of How I Tend to RP playing several different characters in a semi dynamic environment. I just sorta fit what was needed.....however.....(○~○") they didn't expect The Pervasiveness of just how Grim Gritty yet Twistedly Kinky I could get while in character as one of my own.

That said the main campaign to rescue the princess from an abandoned castle guarded by A big purple Chaos "Dragon" was all a setup from the start. Which only the Bard noticed and everybody else dismissed as them just .... well.... By the end they Shouted "Twas I who FUCKED the Dragon!!!" as they got the whole party round themselves resurrected ....
...........
... as Sentient Sex Toys and such items to be scattered among the Realms and abused for all eternity.

They want me back for a new campaign where they travel about as band of mercenaries searching for these "Legendary Artifacts " several generations later as the orphaned children of the previous champions.

You can probably guess where I'll be going with this if i REALLY get back into the whole "grand text " thing.

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~~~~~~Past this point is just me venting to the world. Like
usual. ~~~~~~~~~~~~



More Engagement means more content and the like.

To be transparent.
Currently costing along on 5 total subscribers and a handful of discord members to keep me motivated and just barely engaged at all.

To be very clear here. I don't feel like anybody really wants to see this stuff. I mean outside of the few people who commissioned me pretty regularly,
( Especially with me being THE Over achieving Dummy taking on far Far too much work for one person to do in a reasonable amount of time. Yeeess, i know who you are and yes I'm still gonna get you your stuff before I suddenly go "Bleh" and die. Hopefully....)

Largely speaking all together, i need more support than just a few good souls can give me to push on through these heaping piles of backlogged commissions especially the Particularly large projects I'm sorta just stuck in the middle of at this point in time trying to get everything done All at once as quickly as possible.
Why all at once?
Because I get anxious and impatient with myself otherwise. To admit that i made this in little under 2 hours total is to point out why I'm so frustrated with myself. I can do it. I prove it to myself all the gosh darn time. So why it so difficult to just Jump-Back-In and churn out content.... i know why... but that's a bit TOOO personal even for my rambling Rambly self to just put out there for everyone to know in full detail, but to give the gist. I'm Big'Ol sleep deprived PooBrain With severe ADHD nestled
somewhere Deep into the Autism .Spectrum all while being an absolute dingo of a Dork about everything and everyone i talk to like at all... if I were Gypsi I'd be yapping all the time, tail wagging up a storm with everybody that even glanced my way. Just ABSOLUTE Full-On "Puppy Syndrome".
ust Gotta Know'ya. Just Gotta Love'ya.
I. I care to have your attention.
Even if it's just to be mean to me or anything really. I enjoy the engagement over everything else
As the lonely isolated critter i am...


Yeah...

Only lonely Critter.. Lost in a Massive mindscape inhabited by monstrous beings! Creatures and things of my own creation.
So much to do, So much to Convey, and so little ...

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