I ran into at the St. Louis Airport that I ended up at where I saw the syncronicity "final death" on my phone appear, who I'm pretty sure in hindsight
was a cult member named Justine. I got her as an uber driver and told her I was being pursued by a "shadow cult".
She suggested I go to the St. Louis police station and she'd also give me her number because she said she lost a loved one to a cult.
I got to the police station, tipped her after I, might have ran, not walked inside, walking's kind of my thing though.
The police did the rather predictible "we can't help you, go away" shtick, I called Justines number, I think? and asked her to drop me off at a hotel nearby. I payed for a room but when I went in it I didn't feel safe there. So I walked outside off the hotel and room I had just payed for and went, I don't even remember where, but as the sun started to rise I found myself at a starbucks near the hotel again.
Me and Justine were going to the gun store to buy me a gun this morning, something the both of us had talked about last night.
It wasn't legal, apparently, but we did it anyways, or rather I gave her the money, she gave them the money, I never actually got the gun.
I asked her to drop me off at a different hotel, I felt in danger there, so I walked to another hotel nearby, this one I payed for, it wasn't until about an hour and a half later that my gut told me I was in danger there too. So I asked for a refund since I wasn't staying the night, the guy said "no". The woman next to me said "that's not fair" I said "thank you" to her and left on the uber.
The next is ablur of youtube videos, postive syncronicites, negative syncronicities, mostly negative, I ended up spending... ahem, WASTING almost all of that 5000$ on uber rides around St.Louis and the surrounding areas and I didn't get anny sleep. One of the strangest syncronicities that I got from youtube was the impression that "aliens" were "angry at me". That one didn't make any sense to me at the time and I had no context for it so I filed it away in my brain as "something that stands out, potentially important, unknown".
Youtube is an excellent source of light btw. Even in it's modern reduced state. I have no idea why the people in power are allowing it to continue to exist.
Regardless I got a syncronicity that said that I should turn and fight, but without a gun, I was too scared to do that. I ended up at the St. Louis airport again after debating whether to try to go to Lamar again, only from St Louis now instead of columbia but I got "blood in the everfree ciderparty" as a syncronicty when debating that idea and an image of pinkamena holding a bloody knife so no dice there.
Also a bloody harp next to death and an ?angel? near a donut shop in the morning.
At the St. Louis airport there was graffiti in the bathroom stall I went into that said "sun" only it was crossed out with a line through it. I was going to fly to Newyork, be homeless again there, see how far that would get me. But then I sensed if I got on the plane I'd be killed when I exited into JFK in Newyork, so I went outside of security, went into a different bathroom and got
a creepy baby holding a finger with sharp nails over his mouth that said "silent" something as a syncronicity. I called the cops again. I was out of money, they suggested I be taken to a psychward, I was like, fucking fine.