I have, at long last, realized exactly what that intangible thing is that keeps me from ever finishing anything! You see, in no way have I ever suffered from the infamous writer's block! Quite the contrary really! If anything I have ideas faster than I can get them out!

I figured out what was going wrong by looking at the trend so far: It seems that every work I have done that is not an RP where someone is pushing me to keep going, I have always stopped at a particular point. Let's go through exactly where this happened in each stalled work, perhaps you will figure it out before I tell you.

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Secret Pleasures: Part 6. In this one, it's stopped on the chapter where Verdek CVs a fellow apprentice because he...
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Journal entry 2/3 of my really big and complicated journals to post here. This one is about how our minds work and interpret things. It only slightly belongs in my blog, but both it and my last one are absolutely necessary to understand the 3rd and longest one, which definitely belongs in my blog! Yanked off my FA account so some FA related references may be present inside of it.

I have been thinking a lot lately about how we as a people tend to interpret things in life. When it comes to the kinds of things I have posted for others to view and observe here I am certainly not in the "norm" when it comes to the dominant methodologies of thinking these days. I have been trying to figure out how it is people decide whether something is "right" or "wrong" and how different...
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I really really need to start posting journal type things here again, so I am going to put one up each day until they are caught up here. This one leads up to 2 other journal entries, and all three are huge, but they are very important. Thanks to those who take the time to read through them all the way, it's appreciated.

And before I even get started, hold the jokes about asexual reproduction-that's not the meaning the word refers to in this case. Asexual also refers to a person who has a lack of, of completely lacks, sexual interests in others.

There are good things and bad things about it when it comes to say...my presence here on FA, for example. I'd say the best thing is that given enough time to get used to it, I can acquire a taste for a very large...
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And it's driving me nuts. As a previous entry may have indicated, I have a lot of work on my plate(that was a vore joke, laugh dammit!). What hasn't changed is that most of it is exactly where it was when I made that entry. That's right, not another sentence has been added to most of it since then. I'm not sure why this has happened, really. It started with Secret Pleasures, Chapter 6, which has sat for like...a year or two unfinished. And now it's spreading to all of my other work.

It seems to me that if I don't keep up on expanding an idea that I have, the interest fades to where I can't continue with it, even though a part of me desperately wants to be creative and continue with it. The one thing that seems to work for me is the RP story collabs. With those, even...
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My friends are dragging me with them to Otacon or something, an anime related thingy, they're even buying me a ticket! I have to drive, but it sounds worth it. Never been to an anime convention before!

Like the title says, I have too many ideas! I have been coming up with and listing one thing after another to write for Eka's portal for months now but nothing is ever getting done! I have at the least 9 or 10 submissions worth of potential material. I mean my Secret Pleasures series is only up to chapter 5, but I have it all planned out up to chapter 8! And to make things worse, I have ideas for a side stories line that will probably be 2 or 3 parts! And with that comes another data sheet on a new species to submit too. I'm working on a collab to turn an RP into a story with another person too. Gah and then there's that vore dream I have to carefully convert into a story! Oh yes, I can't forget the line I might make with my new hyena character either, or the one with my old hyena...
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I had this dream while half passed out on top of the bed. I seem to have the best ones after days of little to no sleep, I have no idea why... Best of all, this dream contains vore!

The dream came to me being on some kind of farm. It was just after dusk so there wasn't much light. There were orderly rows of some a green leafy plant like some sort of lettuce I guess. To my upper right was an open sided storage shed, and along the right and back was a wire fence reinforcd with chicken mesh. The ground was covered in mulch. I had only a minimal sense of self here, I could not feel the temperaure or anything, or even see myself. I was doing....somehing that involved moving fencing when a canine was suddenly there in front of me. It was non-anthro, and i'm fairly sure it...
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The Writer's section of Eka's Portal has hit 1000 items! Great job to everyone who has posted their work and helped reach this number! Here's to everyone working on the next thousand!

And for something about me....

I finally went through with my first vore RP last night and did very well and had much fun all around. I was very nervous the whole time but managed to give the other RP'er their favorite RP to date! I can't wait to do it again tonight! :gulp:

I have decided that one of my RP characters will look like the attached picture. Setting up a chat profile is going to take quite a while but will get finished eventually.

http://aryion.com/modules/Forums/weblogs/upload/1599745931464276836abaa.jpg

Man was that a busy night! First I was editing chapter 4 of my series, then Mitch popped onto YiM and we talked alot, and by the time he left 4 was posted to the site. Spent a long time working on chapter 5 editing then, and it's a few pages longer than chapter 4. FINALLY got that done and posted, so now all I have to do is decide if its time to cut off the writing and put up chapter 6, my first technically *new* chapter. Guess i'll just need to find someone to look over it and help give me an idea since i'm such a critic of my own work i'm barely willing to post 5/5 star material (it happened on Yiffstar....TWICE).

After all that was done I went ahead and dragged out that first Remali Hunter picture that needed the legs reworked and spent hours and hours bent over...
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Well I know it's not really about me...but it's definately got to be said! I noticed that on May 6th the record for forum activity was broken, with 128 users active at 11:17, breaking the previous day's record of 118 users active! Activity is on the rise and more people keep joining, with over 5000 registered users for the forums now. Grats to all involved in breaking the record, and here's to many more broken records!