For the first time ever, comms might be a bit delayed.
On top of trying to solve other medical stuff, I'm also starting a new anxiety treatment, and the medicine apparently makes things worse before making it better. I had a panic attack at 3 am and it ruined my day of course. I only actually sat down at my computer at 4:30 pm my time.
A very common thing is to hear "take a time off, and stuff like that", and I'd love that, but since this is also my job, it becomes very hard to not be able to work at all. I've had months where I barely got comms just to pass by, to see if I could rest, and stuff like that, and some other times, I pushed myself to do my best, but at the end of the day, life is like that.